spending your whole life in a drug induced stupor

There was this south park episode where a statue of the virgin mary was bleeding, and stans father used it to get help with his alcoholism.

And Stan tells him. "No, you just need disciprine. True disciprine, comes from within."

Stans dad asks him. "how'd you get to be so smart."

Stan says. "I had a really great teacher."

"Thanks son."

"No, not you. My karate teacher. He's really smart."

 

Jet Li.

 

WOW. I'm soooooooooo proud of you.

You're growing up.arty:

 

Sarah, I'm so proud of you girl
Having a clear head is so nice. I stopped everything for 2 months this summer, and I felt soooo good. I could think and act "normally", and i even lost 25 lbs :embarrassed: (not that you need to, you're so freaking skinny :tongue: )

It seems like you have been coming to a lot of realizations lately that will have very positive implications for your life... i really hope it helps you feel better and resolve some issues and accept them instead of repressing them with substances

 

im 12 days into quitting tobaco after 20+ years smoking steady, using some homeopathics that are making it easy, i dunno what you do besides weed and alcahol, but theres some herbal supports u can try, weed is a no brainser, u just stop..no prob, but alcahols a more evil one, hops tea i hear helps alot..if u needed anything to help with quitting other drugs tho id hafta look some things up and talk to someone or something..

 

aww sarah i hekka love you

yeah i have been coming to a lot of realizations lately. im ready for this big bad world i just need to get off my ass!

 

RIGHT ON. good luck. it's amazing how amazing sobriety feels when you haven't visited it for a while.

 

what homeopathics are you using? i'm desperate to quit. i hate smoking with a depth of passion i can hardly describe.

 

Shit! I just realized next month I've been clean and sober for a year! Including caffeine, but I may have had a slip or two on that one...

 

weeerdilly! oh god, not to be a bitch, but i SO need to smoke a bowl right now :/
i just finished midterms and am officially on SPRING BREAK
see i'm sort of productive so i suppose i'm allowed..*rationalizing* :tongue:

 

You smoke KC?

 

ahhh me too. seriously, i hate the smell, taste, the cost, everything. but i cannot stop for the life of me.

 

Wow. We are on the same boat.

Us, and Italo Svevo.

 

Try some spring water, it'll be cheaper, and I can bless it for you so it will have placebo benifits.

 

ahahaha. i don't think poorly of you for your indulgence. but it does feel really good, after being altered for too long, to be fully sober.

and smoking cigarettes...grrrrr. i get so angry every time, and i feel dirty and nasty.

 

you mock, but that probably would work for me.

 

We can give it a try if you're intrested. I swear by the stuff. Want me to mail it?

 

When I quit smoking (before I was pregnant) I smoked pot instead. If it weren't for pot, there are many times i would have probably gone crazy. My friends were the biggest support in quitting, but when I was alone, the pot certainly helped.

 

I plan on fueling my 20s with drugs.

 

"Son, do whatever you like. Just face the consequences."