What's your situation like? Would your family and friends, or even community be accepting? Do you even have a desire to come out, or would you rather just pretend your straight?
I think i know how you feel. When I came out to my parents and a few of my close friends, it was weird. When I saw their face it was just like-wow, they know. I got this weird feeling and felt uncomfortable, like they knew my deepest darkest secrets that they shouldn't have.
Hi I am 33 years old and I still have not told my parents. In any case we are so consumed by our own separate lives that we can barely be bothered to talk to each other, let alone confide in each other on matters and issues of intermacy. So I do not bother to clean up the books with a gay theme (Not Porn) that I carelessly leave lying around flat when my mother visits. As It will illicit no comment or interest from her anyway. In conclusion I am to old to care. Life will go on one way or the other. All the best