Freaking out!

You know how sometimes you have this nightmare that one day you'll wake up and all your friends will have decided they don't like you anymore? I'm totally having that right now. Everyone I'm used to seeing in the library, or that usually emails me during the day, is MIA. I know it's ridiculous and they'll all pop up later and everything will be fine but I'm totally freaking out anyway.

 

Ummm...Whats MIA ?

 

That actually did happen to me... Though it didn't break my heart or anything..

Maybe they are planning some sort of party in your honor...

 

Eh my most of my old friends have decided they don't like me anymore. I don't care becuase I don't really like them much either. You'll get an e-mail eventually.....and the library friends will come draggin' in soon. No worries.

 

"Missing In Action".

Shroom - and Tree, too - really, that happened to you? God, that's awful. And you're so cool, too! What the hell? People suck sometimes.

If I'm totally being honest, I put a LOT of my self-esteem into people liking me. I have a deep-rooted need to be loved. I wish I didn't care as much - I admire and envy people who are just happy with themselves - but I'm not there yet. So I would be totally, totally crushed.

 

I'm always here for you Molly.

 

shit it'd be awesome if some of the fucks that have been comin around would just dis appear ,,, fuckin people been causing problems and shit

 

The only reason I can see anyone doing that to you Molly, is cause they are jealous of you and vindictive.

 

I have so many friends that do that, I only actually have like four real friends. I don't care though, just less Christmas cards to buy lol even though I don't really send anyone cards anyway.

 

Well you can't really trust me because I'm a true love waits kinda gal. haha

Umm they got into drugs really bad - got mad because I didn't want to be a part of it. Another friend thought it was okay to cheat on her husband while he was in Iraq and thought I would approve.....I didn't. Ummm and one just dumped me because after giving me an ultimatum I didn't give him the answer he wanted.

I used to care about what people thought about me until 6th grade.

 

I saw her first.

 

not really... i'm naturally paranoid so i generally assume at all times that any "friends" i seem to have are really just using me for something. thus, they couldn't stop liking me because they never really did...

 

I make friends too easily, and then I have to get rid of them so I can get some work done.

 

I use for for that sweet ass.

 

Use you I mean.

 

that's why you're allowed to keep using me

 

Thanks for the nice words, guys...I was pretty transparently begging people to say nice things about me, so it was sweet of you all to oblige.

The friend I was most worried about popped up anyway. She's just really sick.

Tree, that sounds like a whole lot of friends you didn't need. You definitely deserve better than a bunch of druggies and cheaters.

 

Technically, I said nice things about in my underwear's ass. But your's is good too.


Kidding. You're awesome Molly. Knock that doubting yourself stuff off. It doesn't suit you.

 

uh oh, he's figured out who molly actually is! now everyone will know why there's no pictures of her face... :uhoh2:

 

I bet they all read the stuff you post on the internet and pulled a booga and

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