hey y'all, i was just wondering about relationships and mental illness or health. anyway lots of women check me out and i' am not really looking for anything in particular just company and what developes naturally but you know when you meet someone how you gonna tell them that you have dissociative identity disorder because like you don't have a job and it seems to scare people off. i mean i know that it should'nt matter but i am lonely and am afraid to be friendly even alot of the time. i know i gotta open up and be my lovable typelike self because i am like burning with passion and want to hold someone and all that great hippy stuff and i mean you know do you think the women that seem interested would'nt really care if i like have severe post traumatic stress disorder which is dissociative identity dissorder and have to take medication and can't really go out alot and like mostly stay at home except for the library and a coffeesop that i go to? there aren't many hippy girls around here anyway and sometimes i feel like running down mainstreet and yelling i am a crazy lonely hippy are any of you girls intrested? help!
Hey. I would say that mental illness is an illusion and you should work on your spiritual crisis because it's fixable. However if you want a different kind of answer, look at it this way. It depends a lot on who the person you are inside, who is not very visible, actually is. If a woman thinks your quirkiness is kind of cute or endearing, then she might try and pry you open to take a peek. This is really what separates the weirdos from the eccentric wisemen. And if you aren't going to focus on your spiritual crisis, you can focus on your inside self that people don't see much of, like in terms of educating yourself and learning the art of wisdom, so that then when people do see the real you, they are all the more attracted. Otherwise your weaknesses would be your strengths that compensate for your even greater inner weaknesses, that just doesn't work. So in short, however introverted your presently are, you can always work on yourself, so that when the time comes and you go out of your shell a bit, you will meet some good people, because you are a good person.
