craving opies so bad it aint funny. have to wait a whole tommorow plus half of the next day for some pills. thank god for xanax at least im not so anxious. being dry sucks. its so funny how you can find herb almost anywhere but its like misson impossible with opiates. fuck.
Hey you can always hit up the nearest Ghetto street corner for some good old Smack or make up a bull shit pain story at the ER and hope the DOC gives you a script ? LOL-You should be alright man I know it sucks being sick but it will be worth it oucne you get your shit. Those are the best highs when you have to wait along time.
i know.....right? opiate addiction= not a good thing you want on your back and in your veins. pills are hard to respect, I'd imagine.
i think we never really get that first high anymore, its more a sense of relief that you finally managed to get the next fix...but in about 2h as you are coming down you start worrying about how you will manage the next one.for the first few weeks yeah, its all good and you're having fun, but after that the constant chase for opiates just makes you want to live a normal life and be free of addiction...
that's why....... Grow some poppies. Harvest their opium. Smoke once a month. Save the rest in your refrigerator. Note: This is illegal, but so is shooting up heroin every day.
id have to effin agree..chasing dope is like runnin a race with one leg..ur runnin in circles lol...id shake comin off of dope for a week..then id get hooked right back on..i know we all dont enjoy the pain yet we put our bodies through it..i know this sounds crazy but dope fiends are some of the most resourceful and strong people i know. most people would buckle under the pressure we're under..anyways..you should kick but then who am i to say im schemin on a blast right now...i can only get it once in a blue moon though..i dont feel like searchin through a new ghetto now that im out of bmore..be ez yall.. -J
Hey I was wondering, whats the best drug to use for keeping opiate WDs away? I was guessing benzos, or booze. How does pot work out?
oh yeah, pot always lessens WD's from other drugs. I was coming down from an oxy binge and realized I smoked up all my dry herb, and that made the wd's much more bitter than they needed to be. Now my wet herb has dried and those wd's are totally gone. Pot doesn't let you down
Yea weed always helps me after i've been doing oxy for days straight, but my old friend who was horribly addicted ( was doing 5 80s in 15 minutes sometimes) said pot made wds worse because pot heightens your senses instead of dulling them. but mentally it always takes my mind off of opiates, this may be because i'm not physcially addicted.
def. benzos work but just get off man. i know its rough ... i've been off for 2 months now but i always go back ... i don't have any connections anymore ... its just such a love/hate relationship with me, i wish i could make sense of it sometimes.
if your 2 months you should really try to make into more months then years etc although i dont know exactly what its like craving opiates but i could imagine it being terrible i dont know if i were you you went thru the most extreme stages of withdrawl so would you want to revisit? i wouldnt. but i really dont know the difficulty of it all. i get moody when i havent gotten stoned of bud in a day or so but i kno opiates is amplified to a much higher degree and as well is a pyhsical addiction when with pot you just want it real bad but you dont need it like opiates you dont get pot sick..lol
I've gotten pot sic enough to not be able to sleep, even with other drugs or lots of hard liquor, no appetite, couldn't even eat a salad. That was cold turkey after smoking at least a gram a day for 18 months. I'm skeptical about the mentality that the longer you go without a drug of preference, the easier it gets, k maybe except for physical wd's after stopping an opiate habit. But in your mind, it seems like the drug gets even better sounding the longer you go without it. i haven't had ecstasy in 2 years, but every day I think about it more. Drugs just leave an indelible impression on the mind, that can't really be compared to anything else in life, no matter how worthwhile. I just think it's better to be realistic about yourself and not put anything off the table. Better for mental health anyway.
its funny ive done blow here and there enjoyed it but never craved it like pot... i dont crave anything else but pot... the night i did blow after alot of drinking the next day i just wanted to get stoned. idk ive done pills and smoked opium but never did anything stronger than like dope or morphine so i dont know if id crave that more but i geuss i just really like pot, the way its done, the feeling, the smell the taste etc etc i havent smoked in like 3 days and it kind blows... the headaches loss of appetite etc... idk sometimes i wont think about it all and its all good but something will remind me of it then ill want to do it again. i dred not having money to get pot which i think is clear evidence that im really into it.. maby i might be to into it.... sucks cause i dont want it control my life but at the same time i wana burn a bowl right now... ahh the waiting game of drugs fucking blows we all know that game i hate it
