omg after 20 years rainbow magic/rainbow love still never fails to amaze me

ok, so i got this call the other day from my dear freind chevy (dylanchick0113) she was practicly hysterical in tears (joyful tears) many of you maybe aware of the ordeal she went through getting to her 1st gathering, dealling with a ton of drama afterwards and buying the old highwaychild tribe bus which died pretty quickly
well she called the other day crying and practicly the only words she could get out was check your email.. so i hop on here and check pm's and this is what i found

i edited out the names cause havent talked to him and not sure hed want everyone knowing or not, but...a very loving kind rainbow brother..just offered something i never ever imagined or dared hope for...a freaking house...but not only a house...a house that can provide a steady source of travel funds to keep a bus on the road a good long time...i thought over the years ive seen the most amazing acts of kindness and generousity...but this...this is far beyond anything...damn now im getting all teary...i think ive been in a state of near shock the past few days
the craziest part of all is the timming, my landlord pulled some illegal and underhanded shit lately, and i actualy am suposed to move out ofg here this friday and havent been able to find a new place yet..i was possibly looking at being totaly screwed with no place to go...and like true rainbow magic, out of the blue..this happens? i just cant even believe it...i never even mentioned the mess i was going through to this brother...and there was never any talk about anything like this...the offer caught us by total surprise...and shock...i mean we all have memories of amazing things weve come across in rainbow land, some of the greatest things humans seemcapable of...but this just totaly blows my mind
and i want to thank this brother...and the entire family, from the bottom of my heart for all the little and huge blessings youve given me over the years...i love you all so much..and i could never ever ever thank you enough for all the many ways this amazing family has enriched my life
ok someone better let me give em a huge hug quick before i burst

 

Hugs bro!!! MANY congrats!!! I am sooooo happy for you! This is very very groovy news and I hope everything works out exactly beautiful!!!

 

thanks marrissa love you lots
i havent slept in a couple days just cause this has got my mind racing...


all i gotta say is...all ya rainbows out there wherever your from whatever ya do, wether gutterpunk hippie a camp or agro redneck...each & every 1 of u are some of the most beautiful people on earth..without you id have very lil hope for this worldm but you make me believe no matter how much destruction babylon reigns down on our mother, the light will shione on and on and on

i know we like to complain sometimes bout rainbow becomming kinda shwaggy, but all i can say is id take the worse rainbow can through at ya over the best babylon has to offer anyday

im in such a good mood right now i dont care if its 20 degrees out i still feel like runnin through the woods naked laughin my ass off


i can tell ya im gonna be diggin a hell of alotta shitters this year till my hands are bloody...rainbows given me so much over the years, hell it probly saved my life even..how do you say thanks for so many blessings?

 

what wonderful karma, you must be doing something right

 

it's amazing what comes yer way if you open your heart and just believe. i'm so happy for you soaring eagle! i was just saying to ivy that their must be something in the stars for new beginnings/new homes...cuz i just have been blessed with a new house and so has she. somethings up...anyhoooo...all the best to you on yer big move.

loving you bro!

 

well with all the negative crap thats come my way over the years i did feel like sooner or later i had to be due for something very very good..lol ..i think karma sometimes works that way too when u try tpo do the best ya can and just keep gettin alotta crap i always believed it had to be that the crap was pillinmg on just to ballance out that 1 big good thing that was on its way..

 

thats awesome, congrats to ya both..somethings definately up i think..and its blowing my mind

 

wow another fantasy thread...

 

and another interjection of negativity into every thread i make..thanks
i love how ya can take the most incredibly possitive things and just shit on em...quite a skill u got there
love you to

 

congrats to you soaringeagle that's awesome news. hope it works out well for you.

the people that are the hardest to love are the ones that need it the most.

 

and some deserve no love at all..

seems i should explain my original post so as not to be misunderstood.

i would give what appears to be the standard "congratulations,thats so wonderful" reply that everyone else seems to be giving,however it seems that every six months or so the obviously beloved soaring eagle makes some big announcement about how some life changing event will soon take place for him and a few others and time and time again it just fades away and NOTHING ever comes of it..

that being said, from what ive witnessed over the last few years,i really see no reason to congratulate a hopeful thought process.

so i think ill reserve my "congratulations" for if and when this latest fantastic announcement comes to fruition..

till then,,its just "another fantasy thread" IMO.

have a great day...

 

huh> hhb there were 2 threads like that, and tyhe 1 did work out if you remember, but was short lived when the bus died (and soon will be replaced thank you very much) and the other 1 is still in the works but out of my hands
so please enlighten me about these othetr ones that were posted every 6 months? are you talkijnhg about the lots of love thing that lasted 7 years and had a major impact? what exacvctly are you talking about? there was 1 about the bus we were getting...and got...and the other about the theater, which we are still trying to pull together but is and never was up to me alone to make happen

and as i remember each and every 1 of those u interjected the same negativity like your doing yet again
so whats your point?
if something goods going on we shouldnt talk about it? does it upset you somehow when good thinfgs happen or when people try to do good things or do good for others?
hate to tell ya this, but got a pm just this morning from the brother saying hes really excited about making it happen

youve been around rainbow long enough to know that rainbows are amazing people and capable of amazing kindness generosity and love why do you have such a hard time believing in it?
or is it just me you have a problem with? it sure seems so...


ok since u felt the need to "fill people ion and explain your comments" i'll do the same

hhb holds grudges like noone i ever met\
at the wv gathering we met breifly, for maybe 3 minutes, i had severe heatstroke at the time (something that happens alot) and was nearly passing out at the same time or more precisely in the same couple hour period (which he was only there for maybe 5 minutes of) id met maybe 60 or more people i knew or knew me from the forums (and cant remember who they all were right now, a few yes, but not all, maybe 1/2)
well after the gathering there was a threwad about who on here have u met and i listed the oners i remembered and mentioned that hhb and i were at the same placce at same time but hadnt met even though i was looking forward to meeting him

he blew up...was screamming and ranting and acting like a freakin maniac, all because of a slip of memory
\ive met sooooooooooooo many people in my life way morte then i can remember..i forgot meeting abby hoffman and others way more famouse and so called important then hhb (not an excuse im just saying)
but ever since that day i said i didnt remember thayt 1 momment hes been a royal pain in the ass
every thread i post in that he replies to he just interjects negativity

do you remember hhb about a week after that happened and u started this vendeta a guy in the forums posted about wanting to kill himself and proceded to go ahead and try
there were maybe 8 of us scrambling to do all we could to save his life and because i posterd in that thread u came along with the nagativity making all kinds of claims about how you were 100% sure it was a lie and doing all you could not to help but interfere? then went on to attack my character like you seem to love to do
and do you remember what you said after someone talked to the hospitol and proved you were wrong in all you said? there was nook i was wrong, there wasnt even a im glad hes ok all you said was "you just did all that so you could feel all big like you saved a life, well, you didnt" shit upon shit upon shit
and ive asked you over and over ..if you cant do anything but shit on every thread i post in then dont post in my threads

do i do that to yours? would be easy to do you know
but..if rainbows got any "laws" then theres only 1...respect...ive given you plenty and youve given me none
(and your reply will be youd give it if it was desswerved, but everyone desserves respect) out of respect ive asked only 1 thing from you..ever
if all u can do is shit on everything i say then ignore it..keep out of it and stop throwing all your negativity at me

but i'll add..oyut of respect for yourself, if your unable to do that...seek help

it shouldnt be that hard to say nothing if u got nothing good to say

and that is the very last i will say on that subject

if u had good news ever i know id congradulate you and be happy for you..it really makes me sad that you cant do the same
was my remembering that couple minuteds that impotrtant to you that you really cant be happy for me when something this amazing happens? why ois that? plenty pf people forgot meeting me and never bothered me 1 bit thats what second chances, secomnd meetings are for right? this morning i rode the bus, there were maybe 30 people on it do i remember each and every face? no, will i recognise them tomoro? probly not but, if theyre on the same bus every day this week and i see them over and over theres a good chance i'll remember them a month later at a party

it was 5 minutes that slipped my mind ..god damn it get over it already
youve been holding omnto that and making everything miserable ever since...was 5 minutes worth how many years of all these bullshit attacks?

sorry everyone for the rant, just really sick and tired of this grudge
its silly its insane its draining and its got to end
brother..with all due love and respect ill ask you..drop it..let it go..move on..or if u really cant..just avoid..if i for some reason make u angry..then why continue getting angry? ignore me, avoid me whatever it takes so u can put this to rest..i wish we could have a better solution, hug and be freinds talk it through whatever it took, but seems impossible and seems like you have no interest in anything but continuing with your shitfest

 

some desserve no love at all...very rainbow of you there bud
sorry just read that again...thats a pretty strong statememnt...1 i never imagined hearring from a rainbow brother...1 that shows extreme anger or hatred..what in your mind went wrong to convince you im evil or something? we wouldnt say that about a camp we wouldnt say that about the leos who have a gun to our heads we wouldnt say that about anyone
why would you say that about me?
maybe thats a question you should be asking your therapist maybe its 1 u should ask yourself
(god your draining me...everytime u come near me lately i feel this suction just sucking the joy out of everything..i love you brother..and respect you..and always will..but if the grudghe isnt dropped you'll have to be the very 1st and only forumer ever to make my ignore list...i dont want that
can we declare peace? please?

 

LOL,, do you have a complex? what makes you think i was referring to you when i said some deserve no love at all?? (i really dont want a answer to this,its just amusing to me.)

talk about baseless assumptions...


now,i aint waisting my time actually reading and responding to all your assumptions and accusations as this is not the first time you have went off on a tirade spewing them against me.from past experience i see no point,youll think what you choose no matter what i say.however i did browse it quickly so ill reply to the relevant part..

i dont know that it is "good news" till it actually manifests itself,therefore i see no reason to congratulate that which has not yet taken place nor would i expect anyone to congratulate me on a possibility..perhaps if you wouldnt have acted as if it is a done deal and had asked for good vibes/luck towards its manifestation i would have responded differently,however that wasnt the case..

i tend to call things like i see them,or in this case reply.you may choose to interpret them any way you wish,i see no reason to defend my statements against someones misguided assumptions of there intent.
have a nice day..

 

speaking positively about an idea or opening your heart chakra to that idea and acknowledging that something good can really happen to you helps make it come to fruition. why are you trying to rain on soaring eagle's parade? i mean seriously how can you benefit from upsetting him? stop trying to take his energy and find your own connection to the source....and you will feel renewed yourself. who knows maybe the next good news thread will be one you start.

my mom always said "if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all"

my dad liked to say, "every barnyard always has an ass"

loving you family!

 

more assumptions.. when did i ever say i was trying to upset him or take his energy?
seems to me hes the one making those accusations,,an now you...

i love how folks just jump to all sorts of conclusions simply because someone types something different than what they feel should have been typed..im not one to follow the flock,an i aint gonna start now..

you people sure are quick to judge..

an im the one being "not very rainbow"??

somethin my mom used to say "thats like the pot calling the kettle black"..

 

now your just being silly...you don't have to state that your intentions were to upset soaring eagle....your post was enough.

you are a very silly hillbilly.

btw...i never said you weren't rainbow

 

oh another thing my mother used to say...."you're old enough you ought to know better by now."

 

hey its not my problem if someone chooses to get all upset over somethin that i posted.. nor is it right for you to assume that was my intent simply because he chose to take it that way..

As far as the "not very rainbow" comment,,its somewhere in all the dribble in this thread..

its really pointless for me to go any further with this because as i stated before,and is now becoming evident that its not just soaring eagle,you people are going to choose to believe what you choose no matter what i say..

so keep on judging me on your assumptions if thats what ya feel ya need to do..
dont worry it wont "drain my energy" or "bring me down"..

im a bit stronger mentally than to let someones words on a screen effect my mood...

now,ive said all i have to say here,but feel free to lay on another layer if it makes you feel better...

have a great day.....

 

peace