Im a downer this week eh? First I was robbed, and now my girlfried and i just broke up/ i got kicked out og my apartment and here i am drunk online alone on a saturday. life is beautful some times huh? Whats everyone else upto>?
well im sorry for your loses, life has its ups and downs < which i constantly experience. i just watched blood diamond, about to go make something to eat and maybe watch something else.
^^but it hurts less man im sorry to hear all of your tribulations stella. if there was something i could say that would help, pretend i said it
hmn funny thing i heard from somewhere, when your about to die - think how lucky you were to have lived such a nice life. < if you havent, be glad it will not worry you any longer. ^ i think its an awesome phrase ^ same as yours HTwKumar
Icing on the cake: She cheated on me with a friend I introduced her too... AWESOME. Peace the fuck out sobriety and trying to get my head straight. I called out of work and I am going to go put as many substances into my body aspossible. Seriously, look for me in Guiness World Records.
That sucks stella I'm sorry to hear about that shit!!! I'm going through some similar crap myself. I had a hard time this morning cause I knew about my ex and his new girlfriend being together on his birthday. I guess she was over there making dinner for him or something.. It hurts me so badly cause I'm still not over him, and he's moved on. So I think I'm going to try to see a counseler tomorrow, and I'm going to hit the gym again today sometime. I've been going everyday except I couldn't go friday due to the weather. It's my only release now that I can't smoke for awhile. And I haven't been drinking much either. My life is pretty much shit right now too. I'm home with my parents who don't understand what I'm going through. I just had to remove aim from the computers in the house, and delete all emails and ways to look at their profiles so that I won't be so obsessed anymore. I really fucking hate the both of them though, and I want them to suffer like I'm suffering. I just don't want to get caught. Any ideas???
sorry stella but hey, try to stay on the sunny side of things, and be safe, i wouldnt want you to get hurt doing something stupid
