maybe a prostitute would end your loneliness, I know they're not always hygenic but at least they have boobies
I can get plenty of sex, that is not the problem. My problem is way deeper than something as shallow as that.
I was the token black athlete in an all-white school, but I managed to fit in quite well and even thrived in my role for a while. but as everyone got to know me the artificial barriers lifted, and I disappeared like everyone else into Insignificance Hotwater
i think i was the only one who knew there was life after highschool in my school. i hated all the kids at my school. id hang out with a group of kids for a little bit... and the whole time id be ripping them off constantly and stealing there stuff. sometimes they wouldnt even say anything because i was the only or one of the only people they knew with connections. after a while theyd wise up though and start all this drama and i'd just cut them off. i had a group of good friends that i always hung with for the most part but i lost them sometime in senior year.
i was also the alcoholic oh this was funny- i was supposedly the leader of this group of people who went around hazing underclassman and body slamming them - that was a hilarious conversation with a few of the Sisters.
I did party a lot. I mean a lot. It's what kept me from being a total loaner, and more of a bad boy. Had a good heart though.
im still in high school.....im the person that every one is afraid of because i seem "weird" i seem weird because i think that being weird is a complement. i also know how to construct bombs and have been suspended for "pyromania". i guess that school and fire dont mix ..... what a shame. anyway because of this i have a few really good friends a few aquaintences, and a few enemys..... its a constant fight between the uptight preppy kids who are so vain they re-apply there make-up every 5 secs and the people who hate them.........pce