But I don't feel like saying it and it won't make sense to most people here... it's sort of logical yet relates to chemistry and I really don't feel like saying it so I really don't know why I'm creating this thread to begin with so I don't know wether I should hit the back button or just hit submit reply... blegh... I feel like singing or something... not really... but sort of... I feel like reciting neil young songs shitilly... or something. If I had the choice...I'd multitask. I feel like multitasking. I'd ride my bike while playing guitar on it at the same time but I really don't think that's physically possible... so... I can't do that. And I definately can't sing when my mom is home... if I do I have to drown my voice out with my acoustic and I play shitilly if I strum hard and it always overdrives Martin guitars... so... I think I will just wing it.... ugh.. I don't like that saying.
I feel so oddly lightheaded... I don't feel it in a good way, yet I don't really feel it in a bad way. I feel it in a "So... what now" kind of feeling. I feel so neutral... I don't like it... I don't know... maybe I should... find... something...something... grip... grip... I'm slipping... noooo... no nononononono yay no no... wood... bookshelf... car.. sofa...strap...monitor..cam...coke...modem..tree..crumple...paper... oh no.. not the happy man.. the sad man has come to taketh me away... no... I don't want to... I don't want it... BASTARD... aah... ikdoiewgjewjkgrewgk NO. NO . NO I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM WALK THROUGH THAT DOOR. DON'T SAY ANYTHING. QUIET. I NEED ALONENESS... MNO I need... level... level... I need people... I don't like people I need them and I need them now I need them for moral support and the driving of the basket hound bsasatatata rabbit. golf. bug. jetta. vanagon. damn german automobile. TURTLE!!! GET OUT OF MY MIND BITCH!! NO How does it feel to be the sad man.
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SHIT NO WHAT IS IT WITH YOU PEOPLE IT'S LIKE YOU'RE TRYING TO KILL ME OR SOMETHING BUT ITS SO... BUT YOU DONT KNOW IT YET ITS SELFISHNESS OF THE GREATEST AND ITS CARRYING YOU AWAY -UNKNOWINGLY- TO SOMEWHERE ELSE - SOMEWHERE YOU DONT WANT TO GO BUT IN THE FUTURE YOU MAY THINK ITS BETTER- BUT IT WILL NEVER COME AGAIN AND YOURE NOT SURE IF IT EVER WILL AND ITS LIKE YOURE GOING AWAY FOR A LONG LONG TIME AND YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE EVER COMING BACK.... You ever get that feeling... I feel like... listening to music... but I don't want to... I can't... I want to... but I have issues with it and its kind of like I want to not listen but I'll never forget and it will always be there and I will always have it and all of this time and everything in
dude you're freakin' out man....how many bunnies do you see? dont talk to the one with the suitcase. he'll always try and sell you something.
I realize more and more by the day that I like people less... they accumulate a status as time goes by, that status being "full of shit."
