I just tried X for the first time, and it was a bit boring. First a little background, I smoke weed maybe once every 2 months, and recently, out of boredom and curiosity, I started taking various RCs, 5-__, 4-__, 2c_, etc. I bought a lot of stuff on a whim! I also bought a quality 1mg scale and I research the hell out of anything before ingesting it. I've had mixed experiences with RCs, but frankly nothing really awesome or inspiring happens, basically I just get fucked up. I only ever hit the RCs once every 1 to 3 weeks. I found a highly regarded online source for LSD and molly, so I picked up a batch. Tried the LSD, and it was the first time in nearly 25 years that I'd had any, and it was more or less as I remembered, but not nearly as intense. I often read that acid these days is weaker than back in the good old days so I'll mark it down to that. However the molly experience, my first X ever, was unexpected. I measured out exactly 100mg and gelcapped it. An hour later the lights got brighter and I felt a little more socialable and upbeat than usual, but I had totally no urge to dance or hug anyone, no visuals, nor any of the things I read people tend to see or do on X. After maybe 4 or 5 hours it had worn off and I was back to baseline. I was the only person in my small group of friends who had ingested X that day, they all had some beers, but they didn't notice anything different about me either. So is that it?? I feel totally let down after all the hype about X. I'm going to try again next month, but could anyone advise what I might change or add to the experience to make it worthwhile?
100mg is a bit low of a dose for a lot of people, it certainly is for me, I'm not a big guy at all but 150mg would be the lowest starting dose I need to take to achieve the desired effect although my usuall dose would be higher. Also your attitude seems a little off, taking mdma is supposed to be fun and exciting, the impression I got from reading your post was that you have a very clinical approach to taking drugs. Try not to think of it as "ok I'm going to take X tonight" and more like "ok I'm going to go to a club/hang out with my freinds/go to a party tonight" and then take the X to add to the experience. It also might help if someone else was to take it with you next time, it's no fun riding on a rollercoaster on your own.
What you say is valid...but 200-300 mgs of flame molly will fucking rock you. X is no "light whismical high" its very euphoric and easy to handle, but its a very intense empathy. Especially comming up. It's not something you should be second guessing about and asking "Am i rolling yet?" If you find yourself asking this than your product wasnt quality.
I love walking around festivals all dosed out of it and seeing people sucking on pascifiers throwing around disney world light up kiddy toys, chewing the tongues out of their mouthes. Rollers are definitely depicted in a strange fiendish light to me when im on acid.
agreed however if i had 300mgs of the stuff my eyes would be rolled back into my head and id be chewing my face off and groaning rather than having a beautiful conversation. not saying i dont enjoy doing that but it always seems to me like a little bit less means alot more in the case of E. not intending to be disrespectful, from your posts youre clearly alot more experienced than me and im betting have a far higher tolerance, just giving my opinion like.
Thanks for the comments. I'll get some friends on it as well next time, it's always more fun to share these kinds of experiences. I think I will also increase the dosage, maybe 150 or 200 mg, but I'm not really interested in getting retarded. I should add that my first X experience was not a negative one, just not at all what I had expected.
even when they aren't deckout out in all that shit I can see their skulls. It's hard to explain. glad you know what I mean.
