ok basicallyi tried 10x today and frankily it was a nightmare. Reason i am posting is i wanted to get some opinions on whether me and salvia for whatever reason are a bad mix, and maybee its just not for me. ok i took one big hit with pipe, one of those brass ones with the cover, i am sure you all know what kind, i had tried just the leaves before and it was nice, but nothing too heavy, kind of a nice body high ok well i with the 10x i dont even remember putting down the pipe last thing i remember was exhaling. Ok next thing i know (some of this is kinda cool) everything in my apartment looks and feels totally alive as if it was a tapestry of a garden, and i felt like a was this tiny (lifeform i didn't even know who or what i was) standing on the edge of a big book (and i was trying to outrun the turning of the pages so i did not get killed), except the colors were what i was seeing in my aprartment (i know its hard to explain) like i was seeing what was actually there but it was warping around me, and i was trying to outrun the pages turning, at this point i realized i was standing up and sweating so much it scared me( i felt like i was 100+ degrees). So this fealing of total panic and healplessness consumed me(literally thought i was gonna die or be trapped here forever), and in retrospect as this point i was starting to come down. So i opened the door to my apartment and stood there, halph in the door halph out, around this time i also realized that anyone who saw me might think i was out of my mind. So i kept kinda walking back in my apartment and then back out, to stay cool. After a couple of minutes of this i realized i was coming down and i could deal just fine(still scared but i knew i could ride it out). So i turned on my fan, my first instinct was to calm down enough to throw the salvia out, cause when i was tripping that was by far the worst panic attack of my life. Ok also i was very aware of how my body felt every sensation was heightened alot, the problem with this is every single pain in my body was amplified big time, so during this trip i was in pain. Also afterward in fact the rest of the day my body ache'd bad. Was kinda strange mixture, on one hand i felt disconected from my body, but at the same time was very aware of it, i can understand why people have OBE's sometimes with salvia Ok i think thats the main gist of it. So does anyone think i had a extreme reaction to it, or maybee my body is too sensitive to salvia, or possibly i went in with a not so great mood ( i was a tad depressed) but nothing a beer or a good conversation would not fix so any advice would be great, if i do it again i think i will take the smallest pinch known to man, cause i filled the bowl to the brim with a mini torch lighter and took a big hit ok any sugestions would be great
Hmmmm, my feeling is that when you felt yoursself "losing controll" you paniked and you got yourself freaked out, not letting it have its own way. I would suggest trying it agin, maybe a smaller ammount, with a trusted friend, maybe put on a lil music (chill, not grindcore). It sounds like you could have have a good trip if you had just let go of it all. Anyways, it sucks that you had a bad time, but try again and hopefully you'll have a better trip
yeah dude it sounds like you tripped much more than you expected and it shocked you. try it again and try to stay calm and maybe have a glass of cold water near by so u can cool down if it happens again but i highly doubt that its going to. try a lower dose and see what happens let us know how it goes
thanks for the advice , and ya i think not letting go had alot to do with it, good advice, think i will pick extra terrric super happy day to do as well
