Dude, you seriously need to take it easy, for awhile, and realize that nothing that could happen to you now is even going to matter to you in 20-30 years. You probably won't even remember this. But if you keep playing roulette, you definitely won't remember a damn thing. Dead boys have no memory.
dude rolette is better than telling my parents about my boyfriend so weather its alcohol poisoning, suicide or I die on in my jeep it don't matter anything is better than telling my homophobic parents
you're just being stupid about it though. "OMG i'm ghay and my parents don't understand me, so i'm gonna kill myself kthxbye" how about NOT telling them, NOT killing yourself? Everyone else here may be coddling you, but i don't fall for attention whoring.
You have less than a year before you become an adult (at least legally) so just don't tell them until you turn 18, then get the hell out of there if it is so bad. I wi;; not listen to the excuse that they are not understanding, because it isn't their life, it's yours. If you want to life openly with your sexuality, then you need to own up to your feelings and get it out there and live your life. It's up to you, if you want to live in dispair all your life, then that's fine too, it's your call. But don't bitch too badly about something you can change.
give them the gun first, then while its out on the table tell them you're gay. If they shoot you, problem solved. If they dont, then they're willing to at least give you the chance.