Worst feeling in the world?

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Self pity/depression, sucks

 

Worst feeling i ever feel is when i look at my pack of cigarettes and see theres only 1 left.

 

When your parents say;
I'm not angry at you, just dissapointed in you.

HURTSSS so much more!
Haha, or is it just me?

Love Esmee
xxx!

 

haha i know what you mean... but its worse when they just give you a dissapointed look and don't say anything at all... and you know you've fucked up.

 

The worst feelingin the world is to wait five years for someone you are insanely in love with to get their shit together.

Then when she finally does she asks YOU out, buys you a nice dinner, takes you back to her apartment, spends all night banging your brains loose and in the morning tells you she's met someone else and doesn't really want you around anymore.

Also stubbing your toe in the middle of this night, going into hysterics, swearing at the top of your lungs and waking the drug lords next door. That's right up there...

 

^ ive been there. Had a night of drinking, lipped off some kid who had just baughten crack form the biggest dealer in the city, runs back in and alerta him. Next thing you know a 7 foot tall columbian comes out with 3 big friends...

 

Lol, Yeh I know
& when theres like loadsa people in the room and your embarassing them, they give you this weird look...'cause they don't wanna say anything infront of everyone haha.

That's so random, it has nothing to do with this...
But Im sure you'll understand as you posted something on one of my other random...things :S

Love Esmee
xxxxxx!

 

urm.. bit to random for me.. don't know what your chattin bout

it's bad when your in a room full of people and you embarass yourself though.

 

Ooo I've taken it too far, again.
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No, its good.
So are orgasms...
& they can't like, ban me for saying that can they?
Its natural, anywayyy I better go to bed :$

xxxx!

 

People always say im fucked, but i think your fucked too Esmee lol, its all good though.

 

nah.. prtty strict forum this.. i'd give it 10 mins and then you'll be banned for mentioning something sexual..

 

AWWW Thanks!
We're twins seperated at birth

& thats right for my fans reading, its ALL GOOD though (;

Haha
xxxxxxx!

 

Ever been in the love & sex forum?
Anyhooooo, goodnight
xxxxx!

 

i was kidding.. this is 'hip'forums after all

nightx

 

i would have to say loss...
and then realizing...you were part of the loss...and why it was lost....

 

realizing you're late, for something that could've been beautiful, had you not been late. sure keeps you down.

 

helplessness - not being able help. its what i fear the most

 

a series of emotions that goes;

guilt (for being a fuck up), self hatred and worthlessness (for feeling the world and your loved ones would be happier without you), cursory suicidal contemplation (you dont really want to die but you dont want to be a burden and source of resentment and negativity), anger (because the idea of dying to make them happy is stupid because they hate you anyway, why should you do them a favor?)

yeah...one of the worst feelings. next to horrible gut-wrenching so bad you can barely speak and cant stop trembling anger in combination with fear for your physical well being.

 

Uhhh... I thought I was going to drown a couple times. Thinking that you are about to die is a pretty shitty feeling.

I got caught in a rip current where I couldn't touch when I was 16. My dad had to swim out to get me and carry me in his arms onto shore.