say you fell in love with this person... and it seemed perfect... then something happened and yal were seperated and it was out of both of your control... and years would go by before you'd see each other again.... you just happen to not be able to deal with being alone and just a few days after her leaving decide to get your ex back since you can't have her.... then time goes on, that relationship falls apart, and you try to get with that first person again, only now she's married (although extremely unhappily, and is even abused by her husband WHILE she is pregnant with their kid) and doesn't trust you don't just wanna fuck her over again.... she also tells you, for you to be with her you have to stop smoking weed, and there's no way around it... and you would give it up for nothing other then yourself.... but you're still somehow madly in love with this person, like real love, where they own you, but it's not cuz they're bossy, it's cuz you're so infatuated you WANT to be owned.... you desire no one or nothing else.... real true love... do you follow your head, and know it's not gonna ever work, and you're only going to be hurting yourself more in the long run and dragging out the pain even longer and let her go once and for all. or follow your heart, and do whatever it takes to be with them? i have a pretty damn good feeling what most if not all will say, but i really do need outside advice, and please no indecisive answers... i'm having a hard enough time as it is.... indecisive or vague answers would probably only add to my confusion.
I say Follow your heart.. it knows what it wants. And deep down if you ignore what your heart is telling you it will only make things worse in the end. And for giving up something.. I would do it.. I would give everything up for the person I loved. Just to be with that person.. It is the most amazing feeling in the world.. I would do anything for that feeling.. so again I would follow my heart....
