Is it normal?

I'm paranoid. Just being at school makes me scared sometimes, I tihnk everyone is watching me. I dont trust anyone, I always over my right shoulder, It's like I need to.

And Im constantly talking to myself thinking stuff like. "If i go there will i get jumped" or "Are they talking or thinking about me"

Whenever im around people when Im sopber I can be normal but as soon as Im high I just either am really quiet or I have to make myself think I'm better than others.

But luckily I'm giong to a new school next semester, So here's my plan. Im gonna go there and Im gonna take the school over, It's going to be MINE. I'll be the main dealer and I'll get some little grade 9 kids to deal for me. Im just gonna go there and tear the place up. I think I might get some E so it will make me feel unstoppable (I havent done E in 6 months so it's ok).

But fuck, it's hard to explain. Am I normal or am I fucked?

 

Yes.

 

Stop smoking so much weed or it will fuck you up mentally.. seriously.

I get paranoid like you do even when sober because of weed.

 

Read this, it is a very good guide for a stoner dealing with paranoia written by one of our very own hip forums members

 

read what?

 

shit, forgot the link.... :/ http://www.hipforums.com/forums/showthread.php?t=277219

 

^^^ hahaha typical stoner

captain, i felt very similar, and in a sense still do. do not confuse paranoia with a dissease, instead its a valuable trait known as awareness to people than DONT BS ABOUT WEED. awareness can get us out of and initially preventing very very many bad situations, think of it as being a psychic, you can see some of the outcomes of a situation, you think up the benefits - and in the end can accurately decide which is worth it.

 

Holy shit.....That saved my life I think

 

No, captain, you are not paranoid. Everyone really is watching your every move. Its not just your school, it is everyone. I will probably be killed for letting you in on this but every move you make, from the shower you took this morning (that was funny when you got shocked by the cold water) and the time of your first kiss (she was a doll, not sure if you have done better eyt) to when you masterbate in the morning (try using a little hand lotion to ease the dryness)is on view for the world to see.

 

I knew I smelt bitchiness :H

 

I am like that too but you will get better, trust me.

 

hello Captain Cannabis
try to have a sincere friend
i think that problem is temporary i call u to make it easy
dont worry and try to forget these ideas

 

Hey man, here's a bit of truth.

Nobody gives a fuck about you.

Stop being so insecure.

 

That doesnt even make sense, If nobody cared about me that would give me a reason to be insecure.....

 

if ppl pay attention to you its a good thing, means you stand out from the crowd.