This is going to be one long complicated issue...

I'm not sure how effective it would against plaque if it's mostly cream. LOL And I suppose adding sugar to coffee might counteract the benefits. I drink my coffee black. But tea is good for you, too.

I learned on an old upright piano, too. It was my mom's. She used to play pieces by Chopin and Scarlatti a lot--and she woke up the family every Christmas morning by playing carols. I never learned to play as well as she did, though I did learn a few of her Chopin and Scarlatti pieces. But that was a long time ago--haven't practiced in a long time.

Yeah, I've heard there's some decent voice-recognition software out there. I've never tried any myself.

I'm kinda thinking the purpose of our coming together has maybe been accomplished now, Riesay--of course, I could be wrong. But I know that for me, it has taught me a few things and led me in an unexpected direction. I never knew I could talk to somebody else's spirits until I had that meeting with Van. Anyway, who knows? There may be more fun with your friends for me at some point...

 

I'm so sorry about your nephew.

I use the word "angel" usually to describe a human being (seems to always be women in my case, which is my preference anyway ) who is also telepathic, who can and often does serve in the capacity of a spirit guide. They usually start out getting my attention by saying or doing something that shows they know my thoughts, or sometimes other things...as I mentioned in this thread, Mia once stood silently staring at me as I walked down a hallway toward her, and we had never spoken to each other at the time.

The person I'm currently suspecting of trying to get my attention is someone I had never spoken to, but whom I had seen many times on the commuter train, and she had sometimes glanced my way, but usually ignored me. A couple weeks ago, she did something similar to what Mia had done. As I was walking down the platform, I saw her in the distance, and she suddenly locked eyes with me and held my gaze blatantly and insistently for a long time--and then by the time I passed by her, she had turned aside and was ignoring me. LOL A few days later she was talking to a couple of other women I knew, and the train was late, so I stopped and chatted. I had never even seen her at this station until a couple of weeks ago--she usually gets on at a different station.

You might think I'm making a huge deal out of nothing--and you may be right, which is why I'm not saying she's an angel for certain. But you need to understand that I'm extremely sensitized to signs and signals like these because they're so similar to things my other angels did to me continually--and they also did things that made it very clear they knew my thoughts. I haven't had anything that definite yet from the woman at the train station, but if she IS trying to get my attention, she has succeeded, and I'll be interested to see if she has anything more in mind.

With each instrument you learn, it gets a bit easier. I think you'd make a great teacher. You have the personality for it--you obviously like people, and are good with them. And if you teach something you love, you could make a big impression on lots of kids.

 

I'd like to put a story forth that some may dismiss are crazi-talk, but heck we live in a crazzzzy world right.

I am clairaudient,I was 19 when this started to occur and I still have no idea how/what triggered it. I could sense the words in my mind at first, it was slow to decipher what was being said, then it became clear and audible....sometimes I can hear a specific voice, most of the time it comes to me, sounding like a THOUGHT, my own thought....so I can understand why people panic and think they are hearing things.

To begin with what i heard was nice & fuzzy things, so I relaxed and began to explore this new phenomenon. Then weeks later I started being harrassed....ugly words were coming through, taunting, teasing, scary things (at this point i panicked big time)
Anyways, I did a little meditation and realised for this brief period I was being taught.

I noticed that when I was at school (college) or work I would hear nothing until I got home. After the initial scare I tuned in and found that it had been a teacher/guide that was frightening me, but not for the purpose of scaring me, but to show me that there is another side to the spiritual realms and this is where i learnt to protect myself from the negative realms. When all this clicked I heard "you will be fine now" and I never heard that nastiness again.

When in college I was drawn to a girl, whom I became friends with. She was a frail little thing only young, though she looked sad, depressed & exhausted.
We got to chatting about all things spiritual and I shared my new experiences with her about the voices (sounding like thoughts) HER EYES OPENED WIDE, HER JAW DROPPED and she blurted out how she hears herself thinking "kill yourself, you're not worth anything, you're dirty" etc etc etc........My new found wisdom came in handy and I explained to her that through my experience, I didn't think that ALL voices heard were the person themselves, instead some people are sensitive to clairaudience & just dont know it.

I asked her what her feelings were on the matter.............She dropped her glass in front of me, and just stood there. She said ......"I just heard TELL THAT GIRL TO SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
We laughed about it initially, but then sought help from a professional spiritualist, to help whatever this was hanging around her move on. He had a go at me for a while too, trying to taunt me, but I kept saying "you can't hurt me, you can't come near me, I am protected".

I sat with my mum soon afterwards and told her the whole story (she's tuned in and learning her own spiritual path)
She got cranky when I told her about this thing hassling my friend & I......she was chatting away about it and said to me "i'd love for him to come out here and taunt my daughter, I would kick his backside!".......then she too stopped in shock and said "Alexis, I just heard......"I would like to see you try!!!"

And that was that, I never thought in a gazillion years I would be experiencing things like that.......

 

Lexi, that is a great story. A few years ago I would have thought this was maybe a bit crazy...but not anymore. I'm glad we have the kind of community on this forum that lets you feel comfortable sharing stories like these, cuz it does me good to hear about your experiences. I felt so alone and abandoned for so long...now I'm finally finding people whose experiences overlap with mine and affirm my beliefs.

I know what you mean. If you had told me in my twenties that I would someday be having telepathic conversations and dealing with other people's scary spirits, I would have been astounded.

 

Okay.. sorry, but I wanted to post something abut what's been happening recently... I've been getting a lot of 'bad feelings' and when that happens, usually something goes wrong... But lately, it's been nothing but the bad feelings, nothing has been going that bad... It's weird... On top of that, I've been hallucinating... I've been seeing people that weren't really there... I'd notice them out of the corner of my eye and when I turned to look at them, gone.. (sorry, no physical descriptions available for said hallucinations)... I'm thinking spirits but I'm not 100% sure.... any ideas? The only noticable change in my life style recently is I haven't been as disciplined with my Magickal Journal (a neccessity for Apprentice Wizards), but that will change tonight... again, any ideas?

 

Psyko Zinga, every discipline--including the wizard discipline--is based on the discoveries of the individuals who created and shaped that discipline. Disciplines are a construct of the rational mind--and yet the discipline of a wizard requires contact with non-rational powers. Everyone who is truly at the forefront of a discipline is someone who has an experience and a vision for expanding the boundaries of that discipline.

You see where I'm going with this? The spirits are trying to get your attention. They wouldn't be doing this unless they saw you as a person capable of expanding the boundaries of the discipline you adhere to. This is your opportunity for genuine research and exploration. This is where you begin the explorations for your doctoral thesis in wizardry, Psyko Zinga. LOL Thank the gods that they consider you worthy of this honor. I see this, and I believe in you. You have a gift. I suggest you speak to those spirits, and find out where they want to take you.

 

Hey Riesay--just wanted to wish you a merry Christmas.

 

And a belated Merry Christmas and Happy New Years to you!

 

Thank you, Riesay! Nice to see you again! I was thinking maybe you had left us for good.

 

Nope, I haven't left I just was on Christmas break meaning I couldn't use the schools computers. It was a nice break, I wish I wasn't back at school. But I get to start drivers ed next week! LOL, people should feel less safe on the roads.

 

Okay, thanks for the warning! I think we should be fairly safe here on the East Coast--just don't go airborne, please.

 

Yes, driving school is absolutely boring beyond all reasonable belief. But perhaps that's just because I haven't gotten to drive yet. I actually didn't think I would be able to get my learners permit because my mother has lost all four of us kids birth certificates....

But I have to ask, have you talked to Deyfas lately? I'm asking because well...I'm fairly upset with him right now because he did something and I have next to no idea why he did it...Ah, sorry to whine at you but my poor twins about to strangle me. >_<.

 

If you write to the county recorder's office in the county where you were born, you can get a copy of your birth certificate. You should probably phone first to see what their procedure is, and they may require a fee for the service.

Anyway the driving school will probably insist on teaching you boring stuff like rules of the road, but you can just blow that off like everybody else seems to. LOL Uh-oh, I'm being a bad influence...Riesay, you need to pay close attention when they're teaching you rules of the road. LOL Otherwise you won't be able to pass your license exam.

I haven't been talking to Deyfas at all, unless he's one of the random unidentified voices that show up now and then to throw in their two-cents' worth. Sounds like he's looking for some attention, huh? Maybe he WANTS me to talk to him...

 

Yeah, I've found that I'm going to be a spitefull person on the road, my first instinct is to run over jaywalkers. Then when someone flashes their highbeams when they're passing instead of turning them to lowbeam I want to blind them by flicking my highbeams on. Who knows what I'm going to do when someone cuts me off...I have a wierd way of viewing revenge. My dear old empathy twin of mine has even said it's a bit twisted from the norm >_<. But I'm going to delay getting a copy of my birth certificate, I don't trust my mom to do it and it sounds like a pain.


I finally got my internet connection back up though! Ah, I am so happy over that, schools depend a lot on kids being able to research online at home it seems.

I did talk to Deyfas on Thursday though, for once its me that needs to poke and prod at him to get his personal life in order. It turns out he was jealous of another guide of mine. Ah, must shut up now, Deyfas is a bit touchy on that. Anyways, it is a bit wierd, almost like I'm being the guide here. LOL, hard to get my head around it, especially with Deyfas, he's fond of resisting any help until I annoy him to the point of him giving up just so I give him some peace. I'm happy to help though . And I'm guessing that yes, he most likely does want you to talk to him, it might even do him some good to talk with someone that doesn't "randomly spazz all over the place" to put it into some of his nicer words.

Must remember, coming from him that's and endearment...

 

Funny you should say that--I don't trust your mom either. You have good instincts, let them guide you. Except for running down the jaywalkers. LOL You know yourself well, and that's your strong point. Revenge? It's all about karma. If you pay attention, you KNOW what's coming to various folks, and you can just let it be.

This is good news. Maybe we'll see you around here more often then.

I DO randomly spazz all over the place, so it seems to me I'm the ideal person for Deyfas to deal with, since he likes to feel superior to spazz cases. Well all I can say is, if he wants MY help, he's going to need to kiss my derriere. LOL Very thoroughly, in fact. Luckily for him my derriere isn't overly large. LOL

And I love him too, Riesay. LOL

 

Smart choice not to trust my mom, I love her to death but most of the time I don't like her all that much. Did that make any sense?


And yes you should be seeing me around here now, I am an admitted computer addict. But Deyfas has been doing better I think, I've given him some goals to accomplish and told him if he doesn't even try he'll pay for it in hours of me nagging and being a general pest. Plus he hates my taste in music so thats always a good form of motivation....

I think I'm taking advantage of my chance to finally kick his as into gear. But its been nice, I like to think I'm helping him, even though I'm fairly convinced he doesn't find it as enlightening as I do. Heh, I just got a large "Damn right spazz" and something about needing a fifteen year old girls help, which he quickly denied needing along with any form of help. LOL, now he's sulking. Deyfas has always been fun to talk to when he's not being overly mean. Luckily though I've learned that when he's a little overly cruel its mostly not my fault, he just as issues with showing affection or attachment.

Yeah, empathy twin had a nice long, flowing explanation of it with references to his past and whatnot but I'm to lazy to type it all up. And I'm not sure if anyone would appreciate that being posted online for all the world to see...I know Deyfas would kill me, Amy would give me a death glare of doom...Rem, ugh, scary... I'll stop at that, this is getting long anyways.

 

Of course, Riesay dear. I love her too--truly I do. But she is stuck in the illusion, isn't she? And thinks it's real...and your father knew this. Sending you strength, Riesay, though God knows you have so much strength already.

This is a step toward getting your your spirit guide wings, and it seems you're handling it well.

You know, Riesay, Rem is just giving you shit to test your grounding, and you're doing great. I absolutely worship her, and yet her goal is to make us as formidable as she is, and I do believe she's succeeding. You're doing great, Riesay. May we both achieve our highest potential in this life. I'm so glad I can share a bit of this journey with you.

 

Zengizmo, a few moments ago I was so angry at her...now I guess I feel kind of indifferent. Cold? Well, mom did something horrible tonight, I was so scared. That's one of the reasons why I want to get my license, so I'm never in the same situation again, and my little sisters aren't. Yeah, that would be cool, to have them be able to call me any time to come rescue them . Deyfas is doing well, he was actually a great comfort along with Rem and Winter...I'm so glad I have them all...

Sorry if this is a bit of an odd, random message but I felt that unless I told someone at least something I was going to burst. I miss my dad, he never did any of that stuff. Thanks. Oh, and I have an JROTC military ball tomorrow, I'll talk about it later.

 

She's in great pain, and she's lying to herself big time. Riesay, I've sent you a PM.