First drug. First LSD trip

Whoa! That is insanity!

 

Last week I found myself walking through a park which in every way resembled a dreamscape I envisioned during my first full ego-death trip. It was really bizarre.

At the time of the trip I'd never had a girlfriend, but in my dreamscape I was walking down a path in a park, holding hands with a beautiful girl, trees all around, a lake, beauty coming from all sides.

This was the situation I found myself in last week.. and as I looked around, it was truly spooky how much it felt like I had foreseen the moment I was then living in. The girl, the surroundings, the mood, the lighting, everything.

 

I've been off the anti-psychotic for a few days now and I feel totally OK, so I may actually be good to go. I will dose in the morning than go to my friend's house if he's there and then meditate on the beach until I come up listening to Ulrich Schnauss all along(I imagine this would be very good triping musiq, check it out) and then walk around on the beach with a notebook recording insights if I have any. The dose is supposed to be small, petite, ein bisschen so I won't need a copilot which I probably won't have, I don't think my friend would want to copilot me for 6 or 8 hours, I also don't have more 'cid available.

Hemisphere, I love your sig by the way.

 

lol its been 2 hours since I put the tab under my tongue and then swallowed and not much is happening(except I feel a little more stuff on my skin and cortex). I think I should have gotten more.

 

one is never enough these days

 

Later I had no visuals and not very strong but nice. I feel different than before, better than before, progressed. Things that made me angry before do not anymore(maybe the influence of the upbeat ethereal electronica). I have also gained new abstractions to think with as a result of my experience. I'm going to wait for a month or two and dose again(at more) because I understand but don't comprehend far enough yet.

 

wow thats fucked up O.O