I have no reason to get up in the morning

So I have friends and shit, that's not the problem.

I just really hate school and I can't legally drop out until i'm 17 and i can't even cut class that much any more because my mom will kick my ass.

I smoke weed every day, I have a really good best friend, my family life could be better but it's not horrible...

I mean a lot of shit has happened in my life but my problem isn't really that i'm depressed or suicidal or anything I just don't see a point.

Like I've never been in love, I've had boyfriends but I've never really had a serious relationship,
I'm bored a lot of the time, I don't know THAT many people because I just moved a few months ago.

But I don't know. I just don't see a point in getting up, going to school, eating, sleeping, etc. day after day after day.

My life has no meaning.

the only time of my day that really makes me happy is when I smoke weed but I only smoke like once or twice a day now because I am on lockdown with my parents.

Fuck it man.

 

Nevermind. I thought about things that have happened with me lately and I realized I was wrong. *Insert TL;DR message of hope here*

 

if you have no reason to get up, then dont. Sometimes i sleep 18 hours a day just because.

 

I feel like that alot. My brother always forces me to go out and have a good time. Im a junior in highschool and I've learned to realize that yes its not the most important thing in life to get good grades, but finish highschool maybe go to college then decide what you want to do. Maybe you'll get a job or just move away. I'd just try your best to stick it out for a few more years then just let life take you were your meant to go.

good luck to you

-mike

 

YOUR 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*bashes head against the fucking wall*
Do you understand that you have a lot of time ahead of you to have a boyfriend and fall in love?
Define your life, get up because you fucking love your best friend. Get up because you love your family, get the fuck up because you love your self.

I know the stupid routine with school its the same thing day in and day out, its boring after a while. join a club or something.. I dont know.

*sorry if this sounds a little bitchy, not in the happiest mood ATM. Sorry*

 

Well hey, maybe someday you'll realize your deepest dreams of becoming a notorious bank robber, and make a clean streak from Utah all the way down to Mexico.

You can do anything! Just wait it out a few years.

I WOULD suggest finishing high school, though. Or at least getting a GED. Talk to your counselor about graduating early.

 

YOur life has no meaning, well no meaning is going to appear by itself, you ve got to look for it. But i understand, I Ve feel like that too. Actually I m afraid that as we become adults happiness just doesn t come so easily.

 

You're 15.
everyone feels like this at 15.

Life is fucking amazing.
WAKE UP!

 

i've felt like that too before, you're only 15, you'll grow out of it,
but for now.. embrace what you have already that makes you happiest, even if it's not much at least there's something there that makes you happy. you gotta forget all the negativity in life and just think of the good things, there's so much good out there, you just gotta get up and go find it.

 

find something you love to do is all i can say... Find some reason to get up in the morning... I dont think theres much point to alot of things in life... But if you fuck it all up now then you'll regret it later on.

 

Thats sucks.
I've been having the same problem. And its getting even worse. I couldnt find the will to get up and go to college in days now. I turned off my phone and isolated myself. Certain people think I should start taking antidepressives but I think I am gonna wait a little more.
Anyway, I trully hope you find sth that makes you happy....Good luck.

 

hey your not alone i guess

but yea you said your not depressed or anything but i am clinically depressed or w/e and alot of times when im in a low i feel like my life has no meaning/theres no reason to get up in the morning etc so ya i guess i kinda know how you feel

but yeai have ups and downs and it sounds like your just kinda stuck in a down and i think you should maybe try to live a little bit

i know for me making my way back up is relaly hard once im down but i dono do whatever makes you happy besides drugs
self medication doesnt always work and i dono go for a run smell the roses try being in nature but yea most importantly just survive. . .

 

its up to you to find meaning for your life, it just doesn't fall in your lap.

 

does anyone else find it that a 84 year old just said fucking.
best.
fuckin.
grandma.
evar.

 

If you smoke weed every day you are probably more likely to feel like that..at least I am. If you think that might be part of the reason why you feel this way, maybe cut back or give it up for a little bit? But it's not just that, you're 15, it's totally normal to feel like this, I still feel like it sometimes at 19. My advice?

1) Put yourself around the people you love as much as possible

2) Finish high school