id probably do just about anything to keep alive. itd be very hard to do if u had to see the families and such.
im too young to give my life away, so many great things to see/do, so many great drugs to take, so many beatiful women to bring into my life.... when my back hurts, im obese, my balls have shrunk to the size of raisins and i have schizophrenia, or when i just turn 60... yeah me for 10, but now < no way.
ya im the same way too. Plus i couldnt live with myself afterwards even if i choose to live knowing someone died so i could live.
You take a risk of death everytime you do a drug. Even pot. It could be laced. But the chances of that happening is like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001