So for the last couple days I have been sober as a judge so to say and I have just felt fucking INSANE. When I wake up I feel confused as to why I am waking up. Kinda like I was already awake and then I suddenly wake up. I have been having extremely lucid dreams. I almost feel like I am on acid 24/7 but without the visuals. The last time I tripped was more than a month ago so I am pretty sure its not residual effects of a psychedelic. I havent smoked pot in like 4 days so I know that its not that I have been smoking to much. Any input as to what might be making me feel crazy would be taken kindly.
Yeah I thought the same thing the moment I read the opening setence. One way you can easily fix your problem is by getting high as fuck.
I never used to feel crazy when I was sober. I just dont get it. Has this ever happened to any of you guys?
Congradulations your pyschedelic/marijuana usage has quite possibly percipitated an underlying mental disorder. Expect the voices soon.
Hmm, I think you forgot to put the plug in your mouth. You're building your perceptions as you grow older and experience different things, you relate this weird feeling through your drug experiences, because, that's pretty much what they do two. Difference between you and the poster above, is that you're being aware of this change of perception. Now you get the infinite right infront of you and you're probably feeling lost, disconnected from reality, with no subtle rules to define your surroundings. Just learn to appreciate this state of mind, and you will find yourself back on a different, more solid ground, although this state will always linger in you.
You actually described exactly what I feel every day when I wake up to go to work. I feel much better now. I guess all I needed was for someone else to know what I was going through. Its not that I am scared of being crazy its just the fact that after a while it just gets annoying. You know what I mean? (sorry for the double post)
I absolutely understand what you mean. I've been through this not so long ago, and I can't say I don't get those feelings anymore. Our perceptions grow following the changes of the physical world. There are lots of changes we go through, and some people are more aware of their bodies and minds while those changes occur. To prove it, the fact you have lucid dreams already emanates an important awareness of yourself and your surroundings that you have. You're able to tell your thoughts are not like they were, which is something a lot of people fail to do, or simply hold it in for reason of not being able to explain it in words. Those situations are still fairly new to me, I found myself not so long ago contemplating the possibility of being anything, anyone, because all of my previous perceptions were slowly crumbling apart. In existentialism, it's when you realize the absurdity of existence that you decide to wether, commit suicide, or find a meaning to your life. Choosing the first would be as absurd of a decision considering existence is absurd in the first place. All in all, use this newly acquired state of mind to find out what you really want to do in life, what you, existant before even being, consider your values and morals. Build up your Self as whom you wish to be, for the growth and respect of all of those individuals around you who are in the same absurdity as you and me.
If you've been smoking a lot for a long time when you quit you will have really intense dreams. THC dampens the dreaming mechanism, so when you take away the thc it comes back with a vengance. IT will level out in about a week - tho for some people it could take up to a month. Stick with the sober. Its a good habit to get into. Makes smoking more worthwhile when you do it -- you will get Hiiiiigh
