First drug. First LSD trip

Hello and good day,
I read about lsd being the “geek's wonder drug“ and a list of nobel prize winners who say it has helped them find their discoveries.

I was talking about how I was looking for lsd but couldn't find any to a student I had known for a few days and seems friendly and smart. He said lsd would suit me because it is more of a scientific experience mushrooms. So I got a dose from him the next day disguised in a gum package. I had asked the day before for a mild one he said he intentionally went lower because it was my first trip. He said he didn't think I would need supervision.

I will probably be tripping solo all night locked in my bedroom. I hope I don't start laughing loud or something because then my parents will come and give me a bad trip.

It doesn't look as wikipedia says lsd should look like. It's a silvery snip. Maybe there's a blotter paper snip inside.

I still want to be familiar with everything afterwards and the the same person just hopefully with improved personality and with new insights into my computer science problems and other.

I will find some classical music to listen to while tripping.

To get into exploring my ideas I will do insight meditation as I come up(I heard meditating beforehand radically changes the nature of the trip): www.deepspring.org/images/vipassana_instructionsJJ.pdf

I am somewhat nervous and pumped now(am working this out for, you know proper set and setting). This my first drug use ever. Do you have any advice for me? Are my actions wise? Thanx!

 

bad 'set and setting'

you don't want to be tripping in your bedroom when your parents are sleeping. you should be well hydrated while you are tripping which means you should be drinking water and going to the bathroom. i go to the bathroom many times during my trips(one of the best parts=-), if you go to the bathroom lots throughout the night your parents might suspect something. and even if they don't hear you, you will be worried that they might wake up and just thinking about it can make for a bad time.

it is best if you don't have any expectations, it is also best when you don't have any restrictions - ie, parents sleeping, being stuck in the house/bed room. wait for a day that you will have 12+ hours away from your parents. maybe when they go away, or maybe you could go camping (i would recommend you not go camping alone)...

i hope you will consider that maybe you could find a better time/place to trip. you don't want your first experience to be a bummer.

 

1st trip + locked in bedroom with parents asleep in house =

 

OR, it COULD = :reddevil: :happybday :juggle: :chill:

 

Thanx for the advice! I think I will go camping on Washburn Island with a buddy(I hope its not crowded). For now I will just keep my lsd in a tin in the garage where it is cool and wait for the summer. Do you think I should take more my first time?

So hydration needed for LSD like hydration is needed for E?

 

i dunno he already mentioned being worried about waking them up..

i cant stand to trip indoors anyway..

 

No hydration is not needed during an LSD trip. In fact most of mine have been without any water at all. It just keeps you feeling refreshed and healthy, but there is no danger like there is with MDMA.

 

lol. Washburn Island is remote, hard to get to and requires a permit. I kinda want to test this source of lsd before trying it so far from a hospital but also want a good trip at somewhere nice and out in nature.

 

you wont need a hospital.. at least not from the acid.. just dont be choppin wood while your trippin,, youll be fine...

lol...

 

My cid provider said that he gave me a dose so weak that I must use it this coming weekend or else it will expire. When I got it was not really interested in visuals only a little creative boost for for my software development problems. So I guess I'll take it on the weekend. He said I will only need a night for this drug(?) Maybe this means its really something else.

Anyone know how LSD and Abilify(Aripiprazole) interact?

 

Sounds like a nice fat lie to me.

 

could be something other than lsd, crack?

I was talking to my psychologist and he told me very forwardly that I should not take the LSD because I was clinically paranoid and psychotic a year ago thus the Abilify. So I think small dose for now then.

The psychologist told me to not use it before I see him again. ---translation--->Don't use it yet because I need more time to convince you not to.

 

Well, wether you take it or not, good luck friend.
The reason I said it sounds like a lie, is because generally you cant just 'know' that LSD is going to go bad, it doesnt have a determined expiration date and as long as its stored properly it can last a very long time.

 

it can be pretty much only be acid, because of the small amount, acid is one of the most potent drugs per amount and theres only a few more drugs that come in that amount, and their far more obscure (DOB, I believe). I dont think crack would work on a blotter.

 

Common opinion is that folks with histories of mental issues AVOID acid as it can aggrivate these pre-existing conditions.

 

the body runs on an electric current. water is a great conductor. the more hydrated you are the more of a charge you can hold.

it is always a good idea to be well hydrated. all day, every day no matter what you are doing. given the importance of an LSD trip in ones life it makes very good sense that you want to be well hydrated.

you don't want to drink too much water - don't over do it. most people are dehydrated all the time and never notice. pay attention to this very important aspect of your life and your health. the human body is primarily water and drinking plenty of water flushes and cleans as it replenishes.

i think you guys should look into the importance of being well hydrated. not necessarily when it comes to acid trips but in general.

 

I was thinking of how I and others with my same problem could get the prerequisite to tripping: no latent psychosis. Maybe I could replace the use of mental blocks to control my thinking with the use of other thoughts to modulate my irrational thoughts. Once the bad thought's resultant changes it may be pruned and replaced with with a structure that more matches the resultant: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synaptic_pruning#Regulatory_and_regenerative_purpose

mental blocks are taken down by lsd, modulating thoughts(which is what all thoughts are) are manifested(delic) to resultants in the mind(psyche).

The brain chemistry and form can be changed with practice(I know this has been scientifically proven with mindfulness meditation) so that people with non-hereditary-caused(?) past psychosis like me and others can trip too.

I am no professional psychologist so anyone reading this should take it with a grain of salt.

 

You should stay away from psychedelics in general because they may amplify your psychosis! And that won't be fun at all.

 

Basically LSD amplifies who you are and what you’re doing. If you don’t like who you are or what you’re doing or both, chances are you’re going to have a bad trip, up to and including psychosis. (No one said that taking LSD wasn’t dangerous) But if you like your self and you like what you’re doing, maybe with some friends that you really like and that like you, you can have a very insightful and enjoyable time. Remember to set aside at least 8 to 10 hours, although the last half you’re coming down and the trip should be easier to handle.

If, and that’s a big if, the dose you have is small enough you will have only very mild hallucinations and the whole thing will be much shorter. But it’s not worth the risk, so I would treat all LSD as a heavy dose and take precautions.

Never forget you’re on LSD and you can see and think things that may or may not be real. So if you think you can fly, take off from the ground, don’t start from the top of a tall building or better yet tell your self to at least wait until you’re down from the drugs to try it!

 

You guys want to hear some weird shiz?
My sons grandfather was telling me about his youth and about this time when he gave his sister LSD, she was 16 at the time so I guess he was 18 or so. Anyway, a few hours into the trip she started freaking big time so they took her to the hospital (I mean she apparently was being dangerous) and when she was there she kept screaming "He's going to kill me! My husband is killing me!" She didnt even have a boyfriend at that time so they were all like "Yea, bad trip, whatever."
Anyway, 15 or so years go by, she had gotten married and had a child, and when she was 30 years old, nobody knows the reason why but her husband stabbed her to death and then himself.
Just one of the many reasons why I dont care for the silly notion of free will.
Namaste Kids and stay safe. -