Okay so last night I started off with $35 bucks and a bowl of weed left. I went to a party and waited for pills or weed then I went out looking for weed. None of my dealers were around so I stupidly asked some random guy. I fucking hate myself for being such a dumbass. So I got ripped off, was pissed and had 3 beers and took my Ativan that I'm prescribed to (only one mg) then got a buzz going. Then this chick that I met gave me 4 free pills of some shit....it didn't fuck me up (she said they were like steroids.) I should've said no but I was buzzed. I smoked the bowl of weed and afterwards my frist told me he could get suboxyns. We chilled at the place we were partying at...just my friends W, L, and J, and I. J and L were passed out drunk meanwhile my friend W & I went later on in the early morning to get some weed and we smoked a blunt. After awhile W and I went to get the suboxyn. I only took a half and put it under my tongue. Most of it disolved but some of it didn't. It was mushy and I swallowed some more that had disolved with the mushy suboxyn. After we crossed the street I puked then waited. I was nodding off...I think we got the suboxyn before the weed...I don't really remember what order ti was in. Throughout the morning I was nodding off and we were outside for awhile because we left the party spot when I brought up the subject of cough syrup and cough pills (I don't remember how) but he suggested we go get some. He had never tried them and eventually took only 4 and puked but said he was buzzed off of it and it seemed like he was semi trippin. I on the otherhand wasn't really. It took a few hours. The suboxyn was overpowering the dxm. My friend W had taken a suboxyn but earlier the day before whereas I had just taken it and 12 coricidin pills (the cvs brand, technically.) We smoked somewhere in between there of two small bowls of weed in a steamroller. After a little bit though I was trippin. My friends' movements were going one by one. My friends J and L met up with us later on. J's hand movements went one by one and L's head movements went one by one for a little bit. It was cool. Hours pass and I've been nodding off the whole entire morning. I leave W's after awhile and go to my friend B's house. My friends S & A are there and I'm nodding off on S's bed. Then I go to get weed. We smoke and I nod off some more. After awhile I go home. I remember being up but I'm not sure what I did. Then I crashed from not sleeping the night before and being fucked up. Then I woke up at like 4 something this morning and was still fucked up a bit and had to go to work. I felt fine and calm but like down too and I dunno it felt weird at work. Now I just smoked a joint and feel fine. Tired but fine. I took 1 1/2 Ativans to help me sleep. I might smoke the roach later on if I'm still awake later. But all in all, I liked suboxyn. :]
