i'm quitting E.....

Try this : Eat a half ounce of magic mushrooms and think about your E abuse and the resulting disappointment, regret, and depression that comes with it. Magic Mushrooms helped me quit every drug I abused, including opiates and cocaine. All it took to help me kill the desire to abuse E pills was a few nights of extremley poor choices in my behaviour with certain girls and some very painful memories. That was over 5 years ago and have not once had an urge to get back into rolling that overpowered my correct judgement since then.
Good luck and be safe friend, you will know the right thing to do and will get over this obsession eventually. When happyness has to come from an external source you will run the well dry, and finding yourself one day completley unhappy and depressed about life for months on end doesnt have to be your wake up call. If you can already see it coming, cut down, you dont have to quit, just regulate your use and try to find happyness from your own heart because trust me, that's where it really comes from.

 

you guys are right... thanks guys.. =\

 

what if the happiness from the heart thing is mentally blocked?
I've become a bitter and cynical person with little hope for humanity
but that has nothing to do with E
it's just repeated conditioning

 

Roll's don't make me depressed it seems as they do some people. Usually after i take some good E, i feel much more content with the world and understanding of things and that feeling lasts beyond the 5 hour high.

 

When I first started taking E, I used to get depressed, but I reached a point where it didn't phase me anymore.

E is all about how well you can control your psyche/mind.

I quit E almost 3 months ago.. I miss it, I was doing it so much that for about 3/4 months I was doing constant 5-7 day binges with minimum breaks. It took me about a month to feel 100% normal again, but no depression.

 

i think ur doing the rite thing i gave them up it is hard but u just have to convince urself that u dont need them i mean 8 to 10 pills a nite isnt good for anyone laughs. if ur scared of wats gonna happen to u that should b an obvious reason to stop? good luck u can do it u will be a better stronger person if u can get ova something that u think u cant do

 

couldnt of said it better myself

 

have a nigt where you get really fucking drunk.

i always find when i've been doing alot of e for a while that i miss the feeling of being really really drunk. so you could just do that for one of the nights, though it is more expensive.

you dont have to quit, you just have to learn to control yourself, not everything has to be a reason to drop. if the side effects are starting to get too much then take a break for a couple of months and just chill with weed or even just take a break from everything for a couple months and see how your perspectives change.

I honestly believe drugs are a brilliant way to mature and help you develop as a person, but it's important that the person you develop into is responsible enough to look after both yourself and people you know, so if whats best for you right now is to quit, then it's probably the right step for you to take.

 

Thought it didnt change people? contradicting statements makes sense