i'm quitting E.....

its not because i want to... (cause i fuckin love that shit...)
its cause i think i have to..

i'm beginning to feel the side effects of it, and its not fun..
just feeling so depressed for no reason and shit..
i can't really look at myself the way i used to, its hard to explain...
-and when i'm feelin depressed.. i think.. i should just get some more, it'll make me feel better.. lol im such a dumbass sometimes..

anyway, i've been doing E for almost a year now, and i'll admit, i've been a little bit of an Etard.. hell, i like it more than i like shrooms..

my user name shoulda been i_was_in_E_land... lol

but uhh, yeah, although i love the feeling, its really hard for me to say goodbye to it.. its like my baby!! lol

i know you can't get addicted to it or anything, but hell, i was definatly obsessed with it. which caused me to abuse it..

and now i'm kinda scared of whats gonna happen to me in a few years from now..

so i think thats why i gotta stop

 

you gotta listen to your body and mind, if its time to break or completely stop, then its time... good luck

 

thnx...

im supposed to go raving tonight too

fuck!

 

yea i have to quit to, i did it too frequently for a few weeks and it kind of scared me, put me in a bad mood for a few days

 

This is why I stick to psychedelics with no physical damage, such as mushrroms or lsd. E is good a few times a year, but any more than that and you lose so much of yourself. It pains me to see so many people damaging their brains just because they want their cookies NOOWW

 

You dont have to completely stop, if you have the mental strength you could be just fine rolling once or twice a year.

 

I've been on a break, there was a good 3 month span where I was rolling twice a week, at school, and on weekends. I haven't done it since November 28, and am waiting for my birthday to do it again, the 31st of this month!

 

i dont want to quit it...

knowing me though, i kknowww i'm gonna make like a million excuses to go and buy it..

like even right now... i have $5.. i can just call and be all like. yo i need one.
then i have it.. (i rarely ever have money.. ever)

and then i'm supposed to go clubbing next week.. i'm sure i'm gonna wanna do it then...

then the second last week of January.. theres another club i'm supposed to go to.. and i'd definately do it then...

and then on the first week of February.. theres a rave i'm supposed to go to.... that one is an absolute must.....

and... i'm graduating in less than a month... and what better way to celebrate than to do E.....

omgg.. and those are just the events coming up.. i dont knowww what the future has in store for me.. lol

this is hard... E is like my comfort drug.. lol

 

Just keep telling yourself you don't want to dig the hole any deeper, ye it's hard but you will probably thank yourself.

I would prefer pyscheadelics to ecstasy but they are forever absent from my corner of the world, all we have is meth, blow, weed and ecstasy.

It may not be physically addictive but everyone I've seen thats tried always wants to go and get some the next day or summat like that, sad to see.

 

just rave on acid. that's the best.

 

there are a lot of drugs that ravers are keen on, yes? why dont you try ketamine, or 2c-b, or acid?

 

i;ve already tried K... it was kinda cool, but meh.. lol
never really heard of 2c-b

and i reallly want to try acid.. but i can't get a hold of any..

 

Acid raving I agree is the best way to go

 

i know people who take adhd pills when they rave. they say its not as fun as x but is fun.

 

I take nothing when I go to raves.

For the first few months I would take acid and pills, then just pills, then ketamine and pills, then for a long time just ketamine, then ketamine and acid and MDMA... (festival season lol) then just ketamine again, and then nothing.

The last few months I've gone to parties every weekend and taken nothing, and I've never felt better. I tried taking some MDMA at Christmas and a little MDMA/ketamine at New Years, and I just felt messed up. No drugs is the way forward Learn to party on nothing and you'll feel a lot better.

 

^how dare you spread such lies

 

If you really can't enjoy a rave without necking a cocktail of drugs then maybe the scene isn't for you.

As a recent thread points out, you can go to Wal-Mart on E and have the time of your life.

All I'm saying (to the OP) is to be strong, and try and make it few a few nights out with no drugs at all. Take lots of fruit, some energy drinks, and some good friends. If you don't enjoy yourself at all then perhaps the scene wasn't really for you in the first place, the drugs just made it feel that way.

Remember going out and enjoying yourself without drugs? Of course that's still possible, but you might just have to go to different places (different music for example, which you can enjoy whilst sobre).

 

x2...


i've gone to raves sober... back when i was 17.. and still somewhat pure of drugs.. lol

but i had a blast..

but now a days.. comparing the sober days with the ecstasy days.. they just dont compare.. lol

 

Your first post was the most sensible, and the discussion went downhill from there.

You aren't going to get a great deal of advice about quitting drugs on a forum full of people who salivate at the thought of their next pill.

 

I'm also off this shit...
at first It was amazing.. after a while it fucks with your head.
You cant believe you feel what your feeling. Good luck to the original poster. Just forget about them.