Lately ive become very unsatisfied with my life. I feel like because ive been told what to do and where to go and what to say my whole life that ive lost some of who i am. ive been trying to be self- dependent and think for myself but i sometimes think i dont even know what that is anymore. I want to figure out who i am and what i like. not what my mom likes or what someone i think is cool likes. I want to be a deep thinker and be in tune with my thoughts and feelings. but as of right now im just confused.
go meditate or just sit down and think about everything for a while. It will come to you. or if you can appreciate drugs, maybe take a few hits of LSD to find some things out about yourself.
You're not alone. The fact is most people you(our) age feels the same way. At least in the general feeling. There's always specifics to each person. A lot of people go threw it. The only thing to do is to just do something and see that happens. It may not happen with that specific thing, but it could lead you to somewhere else. You just can't sit around and think about it all day. And acid is not going to do anything for you.
Psychedelics leave you extremely open to suggestion and influence. I just don't think that drugs are going to give you answers to anything. They'll just make you think they can.
Travel. Alone. In my opinion, the ultimate learning experience. Either go to an english speaking country and work, or if you have a bit of cash, just cruise around in cheap countries for a bit. You'll get a lot of input from lots of different cultures, get plenty of solitude time, and you'll have tonnes of fun.
