Do you ever look back at a thread that you posted on, [my posts] from weeks maybe months ago that you had forgotten about [possibly cos you were high], look at your post and think, 'fuck that was witty of me' and maybe smirk/smile?
Each post I try to top the last's rhetoric, constantly improve... this forum has helped a bit in my ability to transfer thought to word, mildly apparant if a timeline of posts is drawn. Edit, edit, edit... thats what I see in my older posts, a slightly better way to put things, always.
I sometimes do that by accident and suddenly hate myself.. but.. you gotta be able to laugh at yourself too and this is what i try to do - have a sense of humor about me instead of taking myself too seriously, you know?
Today I just found a thread I started at the beginning of 2007 in the Philosophy and Religion forums. The most recent reply was posted at the beginning of December 2007. There were quite a lot of replies to it and I started it all.
I never type anything witty. But I do sometimes look back at old threads from like 2002 or 2003 and laugh at who I used to be.