hmm, has anyone every felt invisible.. and i dont mean a couple times.. i mean tons of the time. i feel like im not there and im watching people do what they do.. and i feel like any moment i could be ripped out of reality and put where im supposed to be. or i dont know. i feel like life is a game thats really easy to everyone but complicated to me, i dont know how to play. some days im happy and things are going ok, then in a second it all turns around on me and i cant do it right.. i dont know how to talk to people, my voice sounds weird, everyhting, even my home seems strange and like im not the real person thats supposed to be there. i know its hard to make sense of.. but i feel this all the time, and it starts to interfere with my life. im in college and i made friends now i dont talk to them hardly cause i dont feel like im the person that made friends with them. this has happened my whole life but it gets worse with stress and it gets worse for no reason a lot of times. lately i just cant control how often or how bad it is. when i look in the mirror i have no idea who im looking at, it isnt me. i dont know how to play this game and it sucks. i need to talk to someone about it. it leads to panic attacks, and it leads to me arguing with myself, i know it sounds crazy.. am i insane? i dont really know, all i know is i dont know anything about myself.. i mean.. i have a family, siblings.. i dont talk to any of them.. in my entire life i have never had a real conversation with them.. am i crazy.....hmm
You're not insane. I have felt this some days perhaps not as much as you but I can understand. It looks like what you need is more communication. But you already know that, you just need to talk about it and you need to talk to your friends like they are equally interested by you then you are by them.
It’s possible you may have died and your consciousness was plucked out of your reality and deposited into this reality. while everything might look the same you probably feel as If you don't belong in this reality It's a form of transmigration fashioned by beings greater than we can imagine. hotwater
Look here cuz,yo ass need ta go see a doctor. I'm serious. Do it asap. Look here, i ain't no doctor,but it seem like you ain't right. Get help. And please,just say no. What?
go smoke a bunch then think about the things you could do to be a better friend then think about how your voice doesnt matter neither does your appearance I think the beatles said it best and in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make so get out there and make that love dont let anything hold you back you have the gift of a human brain we all get scared an we all feel inadequate sometimes but I guarantee you your still the same person and you need to stop neglecting your friends Just bring you passion for life up a notch
