So what happend after...?

Great advice. Time and sobriety do wonders on a bad trip head fuck. Ive had many bad mushroom trips...the only realll bad acid trip that ive had (that wasnt setting related) was at a festival. I lost my mind...it sucked ass. I completey left my body; my ego dissolved into nothingness in front of my eyes. I leterally WATCHED myself leave my body. Normally that would be great. This time it wasnt, my mind set played a large part in it.

Anyway, the point im getting at is that after this bad trip, this October, i felt entirely changed. After i came down i threw my bracletts and my hemp necklass away and I took off my shirt and burned it in a camp fire...i literally couldnt wear those accesories anymore because they were the product of my old self. I was a new person ENTIRELY. Took me a while to pick up the pieces. It honestly felt like everything i had known up until that trip was rendered obsolete. Im good now though, and I'm waiting to trip again at some point in the not too distant future.

Pot made it alot worse after the fact. The mind fuck didnt really go away until i went comletely sober, from everything. Even now though, im still not the same. I can say with honesty that i never truely came down from that trip and i dont think i ever will completely. You reap what you sew.

Just try to see the benefits of your bad trip. I find that the bad ones, as horrifying as they might be in the moment, are always much more enlightening in the long run when compared to the whimsical/candy coated/ "I feel like a kid about to go play in the snow"/awesome trips. Dont get me wrong, good trips are obviously better than bad ones..duh..but sometimes you need to see through the darkness in order to truely see the light

 

By the way Peter Popper...you should lay off the MDMA.

Ive read a few of your posts where you hinted towards slightly over the top usage. Even if you arnt taking extremely high doses, it takes a LONG time for your serotnin to completely recharge, and have low serotonin levels during a trip of any kind will have a prominent negatvie impact on your trip. I speak from experience in this regard. I used to trip carefree, i would never get any bad or confounding thoughts...it was straight up euphoria for 12 hours, full force and non stop. Now i always have to pull myself out of shit when i peak. Beans rewire your brain. Take a cople months off from rollin and try tripping agian: I guarentee you'll notice the difference

 

i took acid on the weekend unexpectingly. but it was pretty good. it wasnt spectactualar like some of my trips have been, it was differnt, and unique like each one is.

me and my friends put in money to get these 40 hits, as far as i knew we were gettin gel tabs, when i went over my friends house last night i was surprised to see a tiny vial of liquid acid, with a saposad 40 drops inside.
it looked sort of blue, my friend dripped one drop on the back of my toungh and it tasted minty fresh? but sure was acid allright, and i tripped pretty good for one hit.
the hallucinations are some of the most insane and intricate iv ever had, however i felt like i dont have the clarity of mind i had before i took shrooms and pills, so now its even more important than ever, to retain that clarity not only for sober life, but to peice together that next realisatation on another acid trip.
playing infected musrhoom in the dark with my friends was insane, hands in the air everywhere eyes closed, seeing all the music in the head as insane things and my fingers where shooting music out of them in a way. with the correct use of fingers to the music.

its interesting how psychmyke you said doing those other drugs there are more times you have to pull yourself out of bad spots on an acid trip. i mean nothing went bad, but some bad shit comes up that you have to 'try to surpress almost'. prob bad to do that, but if you get stuck on it you get stuck in bad?

the more trips i take the more altered my sense of self is getting. i mean its almost like i have to tell my work friends and everyone who knows me i take drugs to explain my constant altered changing personaility.

i did have a few really amazing realisations into the functioning of everything in this world, its hard to pinpoint exactly what they were now cause of lack of clarity in which i am now in need of getting.

the shit was pretty good my friends actually took theres earlier in the night cause i came late from work, so they went to bed and i went out to my car for the comfort of a safe feeling environment. i dosed at about 11 and i sat in my car from about 3.30am to 6.30 still tripping heaps just watching the trees form amazing intricate figures of stick men and women, and animals and dinosaurs, naked ladies have sex even, hundreds of stick men with shopping carts throwing packages down to other stick men and throwing them into holes. hundreds of them.
then it looked for real like there was 3 of these 400 foot hi marshamello men (think ghost busters) that were charging straigt for me.
the corners of pictures curled all the way in and around and back out again with the music
i drove home at around 8 in the morning and i thought i was sweet, i get onto the highway and all the cars and environment looked compacted together, and the road was waving, and my left and right doors where moving in and out and my odometer was flickering. but it was fun. surprising hallucinations for that stage in the trip. mind you driving seemed to kick it in heaps for some odd reason.

acid deffinatly lets you see the things you need to fix.
other strange thing i noticed was some slight chemical burn where the acid was dropped on the back of my tough? normal? and the minty-ness? first time gettin liquid shit. we'l try n get more.

 

You said you were alone just sitting in a car for a long period of time. You probably would have done good just meditating without the acid, although this does sound like a pleasant trip. I especially like the marshmallow men story seeing as though after I got fried on acid, Ghostbusters was about the only movie I could tolerate watching for a while, that and Bluesbrothers. Don't ask me to explain I just really enjoy that movie after I dosed heavy; something about the 80s feel of it combined with the paranormal elements and the 'whatever' attitude of Bill Murray. These 2 movies always come on the day after I trip and they always broadcast them after my brother doses as well.

 

can someone with some knowledge check out my post on need crutial lsd advice. i think the lady on there is givin me great advice but i'd like to get a second opinion from one of u guys on whether or not i should do it

 

im still plannin on trippin this friday again on my birthday on 2 drops. do you think its too soon? maybe, but it should be ok?

 

You're going to ignore the advice anyway.

 

youve tripped a buncha times. you should know if its too soon or not..if you are asking these types of questions then you shouldnt do it. lay off the drugs man you're fucking your life up. or atleast making you miss all the points. you're questioning everything. i couldnt stand to be like that.

 

iv taken acid 3 days after taking acid before. and i was fine. but things have changed now. so its allways good to be cautious. i think as long as i dont do it everyweek for like a month or two id be fine, its just iv heard stories on these forums about doing acid to much and being "fried" for a while, so i want to be carfull. i sapose.
then new years i think im taking 3 hits? heh then goin camping a week after and taking some more. but then thats it for long long time. so hope things go fine.

 

just dont come back to the forums complaining about how you fucked yourself up and your life is different and bla bla bla after the next trip that might send you for a loop. just enjoy it. or dont do it. nuff said.

 

i think you already are fried and you are too stupid to realize it.

 

heh.

well yesterday it was christmas day, and on a whim me and my one good mate decide to take acid. now it was his first time, and he planned to take 1, and i had planned to take 2. we had planned to trip in this koala park santuary place which is bush everywhere. it was afternoon and we dosed and we were in my car waiting for it to come on, and we realise we dont have any water, and there was only yellow water out of the tap. and my friends like 'im not feeling anything". now ofcourse i warned him many times about this, but we then both proceded to take another hit. he took 2 hits for his first time, and i took 3. the most iv ever done.

we drove around on acid to differnt spots. it became pretty scarry in the black of bush on acid. i was driving and the whole street was curling and swirling and the road was getting 'long and close', and the trees were sinking down in and around. and the white lines on the road were all curling and doing weird shit. i couldnt beleive we drove, we shared driving to different spots. but i was driving at the 2 hour mark peak. but it was amazing.
we went to some other park with more lights, and my friend was outside and i was in the car flicking thro some songs, and this one came on!!! and this song gave me up till this day that most incredible experince of my life. well all the music was amazing. but this one song, i was staring at the head-deck in the car and colours were just shooting out of it all around the car in the most amazing intricate swirls, and i put my fingers on the head-deck, and the colours were shooting thro my body and thro my fingers and there is no way to explain how wonderfull it was. i mean i never taken more than 1 tab before, i never even truelly knew what lsd was all about. i mean, its like i was reallizing that i was conscuous for the first time.
iv never had the colours before. i mean iv heard about people saying they see amazing colours and shit, but my trips were allways just dull and strange warping of shit. there was lights flashing all around me, like cars were pulling up everything, flashes and shadows bouncing everywhere.

i was taking a pee and my senses of colours were getting mixed up. i was i think i was loooking at this red plant, and the colour read 'crawled all over me' and it tried to seep into me. hard to explain

my car deffinatly had that feeling of life to it, when i opened the door myself it was like it was breathing i could even hear it, and as i was sitting i could feel it under me.

my friends face was an entire hallucination the whole time. infact driving around i thought it was, and i could see that it was, some old school friend i had from year 8 in school? very strange.

we also smoked a stick of weed and as i thought, as it has done previously has triigered some 'scary shit'. a whole sudden sense of fear, sitting in the car all i saw was skulls and dark demon looking faces which were englufing the entire car, all over the windows and everywhere. strangly enough whilst it was the most 'scary shit' iv ever seen or experienced, i could handle it pretty well and to my surprise within maybe 30 minits i had turned it all the way around back to the insane happyness i had. so i actually found it intersting and worthwhile experiencing some of that fear.

i wrote a few things in my 'book' while i was seeing 'scary shit'. it helped heaps, and the fact i decided to either sit there in that car and see 'scary shit' or drive once again to a new location. so i drove, thats what helped the most i think.
but i wrote, that i had realised that 'asid makes the dream seem more real". strangly enough i wrote acid, like asid.
so strangly enough it means everything seems more real now.
it allmost feels like your a rookie at human conscousnes untill youve taken acid now?

sadly tho my really good friend had somwhat of a frightening trip. at times.
now i feel bad for letting him do 2 hits of acid. but it was sort of like 'if he takes another, ill take another", and i let that take away my better judgment.

he had some realisations, harsh realisations, that it was christmas day, we'd both blown off our christmas dinners to take acid together. (tho we did both have a christmas lunch). and the amount of pills he has done.

i went into the gas station to buy water, and i hoped out of the car, and and amount of detail i could feel in the breez was amazing, i could feel every peice of my body which i was totaly unaware of. it was so bright and amazing in the gas station.
i think i would like, and feel in a way more comfortable to trip in more enviroments like that, like say, a shopping mall just thro the day. just because its sooo amazing being in those places with the colours and all that.

a long trip report. but deffinatly the most proufound and amazing experience of my life. i finnally know what lsd is all about. ofcourse there is soooo many details missing. ill list any as i can think of em.

 

strangly enough i was still seeing shit at the 15-16 hour mark

i knew we'd trip on too much acid if we got a vial. and we got one. im saposed to trip this friday(2days) and new years.
deffinatly a bad idea, i know that much.

i think as the more acid you do, the foundations in which you lay with your first initial trips, i mean the impact of your first initial trips are gonna have the most impact you on, and if your an experienced tripper and you have a bad trip, its like well, you know, you trip so much it doesnt even faze you really, cause you have a good trip the next week or whatever...

 

good for you - you finally had a real trip. all this time on the forums and you didn't get the message that one hit was not enough until now. i guess that was your christmas present to yourself.

i am happy to hear that you are taking it a step further. i am interested to see what it does to your perspectives.

i always have an easier experience with 3 or 4 hits than i do with 1 or 2. people who take 1 or 2 hits are not getting a real psychedelic experience - they are only getting a taste (unless the hits are very strong which is very rare). for a good trip you need at least 3 hits.

i got a problem with your driving when you are peaking like that. don't get me wrong i love to go for a drive on LSD but i will always wait until the visuals are not so intense. some friends of a friend of mine flipped a car with 4 people upside down into a lake(they all died). no other cars were in the accident so it was obviously because the driver did not see the corner. if you can not trust your vision to be accurate when it comes to how far away things are you should not be driving. you might think the road goes strait when it actually turns. driving on LSD is fine with lower doses or when you can trust your vision. when you take 3 or more hits the visuals can be so crazy that driving a car is a very bad idea. of course it is up to your judgment but please think about it next time. maybe it is better to not be driving when you are peaking on that much LSD. remember that it is not only your own life that you are putting in danger.

... and tripping out in a shopping centre sounds like a real bad idea. if you want lots of colours close your eyes!

 

yeah. we never planned to drive. we planned to just sit at that nature park place and trip all night. but if we stayed there it would have been unpleasant, so for us allthough we knew driving on lsd is the most dangerous thing you can drive on, it was worth it to get somewhere else. and then somwhere else again, and again.
it got uneasy in certain places, and it was prob bad of us gettin ourselves into that sort of situation. lucky we never got pulled over cause the amount of police out on christmas day was insane.

but what do you think about tripping on friday on another 3 hits? after tripping on tuesday? so thats 3 days exactly. and considering i tripped last friday aswell.
its just tomrow is my birthday, and its the one day me and my friends are all got off work and we planned to trip.
i just dont want an acid mindfuck that takes ages to go away?

i was thinkin how fun it was to be driving around on acid goin differnt places, and i feel like spreading that joy with my friends, in that i could let them take acid, and i could be the driver, and take them some cool places, keep their brains occupied, and they would have amazing trips like i did. cause otherwise we'd just be sittin at their house all night, maybe go for a walk to the shops at the most. and somtimes you can feel uncomfortable in a certain setting and you just want to drive somewhere else.

but do you think i would have much tolerance?

 

Yes the tolerance is going to be a bitch. You will need 4-6 on Friday (today). And if you do that, you will need 5-8 on New Years. You really need to skip today. If you continue down this path you're going to eventually be eating 10-25 at a time. I've been there, and there was no 'greater enlightenment' or realizations gained that I couldn't have gotten off of 3 hits with no tolerance. After a few hundred in a few months I developed physical problems that required me to stop. You don't want that to happen to you. Simmer down punchy.

 

Don't over do it! hahaha look who's telling you that!

But really, you learned so much things from that trip that you are still not aware and it will be comming back to you for weeks. What usually happens is that because you still didn't realize what you've been through and you take more, you usually get more confused and not enjoy it like you think you would. Leave at least few weeks between trips, that gives you enough time to realize everything you learned from the trip. If you really want to trip now, than maybe you should take mushrooms this time, try to switch between psychodelics if you want to trip that often as every one of them is different and leaves the time for tolerance to reduce. But I would suggest to you to just try to realize what you went through and implement that in your normal life, to improve your personality and than go to another adventure with better perspective on life itself. Life is not just about beeing fucked on psychodelics, but they help you realize that.
Anyway, I am happy to hear that you had a good time!

 

ya, im with them


i would wait until new years

 

well me and 3 other of us very good friends did acid. i did 3 they did 2 each.
we had planned to go to the beach. so we ended up going to surfers paradise on the gold coast (australia). now if any of you have heard of it, theres alot of drugs there and alot of people get em selves into alot of trouble their.

but we we parked the car about an hour walk away. dosed in the car. we walked their without really knowing that we were going there. we had lots and lots of glowsticks.
we walked along the beach with glowsticks. it was truelly amazing.
all the clubs and hundreds and hundreds of people are litterally a 1 minit walk from the beach, i mean the beach is on the road with all the clubs and people.
my one friend had freaky trip when we were with the people. but me and and one other friend could take it very well.
me and my friend let the other two stay on the beach to relax for a while, while me and him went into differnt clubs and stuff. went around. i felt so amazing and for some reason drank a whole hell of a lot. we joined up with the other two after an hour or so, and went back into these clubs.
i have never been so fucked on drugs. alchole and lsd is holy shit. all i could say was wow. and staggered around crazy repeating L.S.D and "out of mind, out of space, out of reality". i had two awsom green glowsticks in either hand raving like iv never raved on any pill in my life. i mean i felt freee. i felt free'er than iv ever felt in my life, more than any pill, no matter how good a pill, no matter how many pills, (iv done alot of pills). iv never had more fun either.

i would never have thought before that lsd is a "recreational or party drug". i allways used to think of lsd as a strictly religious philosphical thing. but you know, when you do it alot, you sort of realise in a way its just another drug. truelly i have still learnt a hell of a lot of amazing things, but it is a drug.

you can become accustomed to taking lsd and being in public, i feel as if i strive on taking lsd in public. mindyou my one friend freaked out after we went into mcdonalds and the streets of people, thats when they remained on the beach and me annd my other friend went to the clubs.

all in all, it was a fucking incredible experience. iv never felt soo free in my life.
iv never felt so good in my life now. iv never felt so strange in my life now. iv never had such mental clarity, iv never had such an apreciation to come back home and all the things i have hear i am sooo gratefull for having my tv, my ps3, my xbox, my computer, it rains and its amazing. everything is amazing.

so i say alchole and lsd is an incredible thing. and surely ill be taking lsd and drinking at clubs again. its just a matter of becoming accustomed to being with all those people, and relaxing your brain.

 

plus i managed to get a shit load of free drinks cause it was my birthday...

saw this guy that was PUMPED on crystal meth, 'walking down the street", absolutle power walking, was totally built, was hi and fuck, angry as fuck, "chasing" this guy, and his mates were trying to pull him back, with next to no luck at all. seeing those things on acid does and has some amazing impact on the mind.