The worst thing ever said about you.

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Why would I want to think about that?

 

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hah.. there's plenty of things.. but you know what? I don't wanna think about them, ever.. and lots of them I even auto-erased.. most of the time I don't let myself be hurt by things other people have to say, people who'll insult you or try to hurt you are not worth it... most of the time, they're jealous haters... bitter people. Unless you know you've done something wrong, then they may be right. But no, I don't think about that...

The only things I'll have a hard time get over are things people I really care about said... because to be able to hurt me, I gotta care about you. Things they said about me based on when I had nervous problems, maybe. Things they said when I didn't act like myself, but judged me as if it was the real me acting.

 

i don't know. i tend to ignore unpleasant things so i probably blocked out anything bad anyway.


usually nothing really good or bad is said about me; people tend to forget about me, or feel rather nuetrally otherwise

 

It all gets lapped together in my head.

Me being me, nothing anyone ever said had any sort of bearing.

Although when I was approx 10 or so, I really didn't appreciate getting constantly lied to... perhaps the first instance I can clearly remember is when my aunt wanted to take me to the barber shop and I didn't wanna go. She said she had just taken my uncle up there and they closed at x time... turns out they had been closed the entire day. Thats the gist of it at least, I don't remember the whole story.

While insignificant... she lied with a perfectly straight face/in my eye about something so simple, so not worth lying about... and never apoligized... I never trusted her after that.

 

My mother once told me that I should think about taking more "stay at home" type classes when I was going through a rough patch in high school and was really frustrated with the classes I was taking. That is probably the most hurtful thing that she has ever told me, which is pretty good. But it was hurtful and made me feel stupid.

My old man says hurtful things all of the time, and he's recently cooled off since I've been doing well in my studies, my work, and my life. But he used to tell me all kinds of nasty things, that I was lazy, stupid, a liar, brainless, etc. He used to smack us kids around a bit when we were growing up too. He's changed now that we are older and have stuck up for ourselves. He's come a long way in fact and he's actually pretty cool to talk to.

I forgave him years ago.

I've got the face of a fighter, and I am not bothered by what most people say about me. It does hurt when my family tells me that they don't believe in me, but that's few and far between these days.

 

The worst thing that was said about me was that I'm too much of a tomboy.

 

my sister told me that she hated me, that me simply being alive ruined her entire life, and she wished that i was never born. she also said that i was the most selfish person she'd ever met and that i don't care about anyone but myself. then she went to my mother and asked if she could kill me because that would make her life better.

 

whatever it was it had to have been some kind of half truith, neither totally true nor completely a lie, as either of those can be accepted and/or faced up to as needs be.

it's been long enough though, since i've been particularly social, that i honestly don't remember whatever it might have been.

i know i was harrased for being honest and made to look otherwise to discredit my honesty when i was in school, but that was over 40 years ago.

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I honestly cant think of something


Either I've blocked it out, OR maybe I'm just so likeable no one has had anything bad to say about me?

 

When I was fat in high school, they had bets going as to when "I was going to have my baby." That hurt big time. I threw a kids desk against a wall and knocked him out for it.

I had a really REALLY bad experience with sexual abuse when I was 11 and got pregnant from it. The things said to me and about me in school was awful. The guy who did it ended up spreading so many rumors-everything from me being easy to smelling to being a compulsive liar. When the court ordered abortion went through...it was terrible and I was called a murderer up until I went to high school (I went to the voc. school nearby).

Some people are just mean!

 

I teach children, so it happens a lot, but I'm slowly growing immune. Before that I was in advertising, and you get abused a lot doing that as well-- sometimes people REALLY don't like your ideas. Also, in customer service. Sometimes people complain.

My dad has said some pretty nasty things-- but that's not painful just embarrassing, because it's so juvenile. Also, people in high school were pretty nasty.

I once flew all the way around the world to see someone I thought I loved and she did nothing but cut me down. But it wasn't really what she said so much as the fact that I felt like I never really knew her.

Anyway, life is painful, horrible and sad.

 

good point, i have taken a good deal of shit from customers. i used to make pizza primarily for racist black people who just want to trick you into giving them free food; they can get pretty damn mean when you say no, and sometimes even before then. now my customer base is rich white snobby people, so the percentage of people that give me shit is much lower, but if you piss of one of these guys they can be downright evil

 

There've been a few at the moment but I'm sure theres worse

I've been called colorful (wtf)

I got into an arguement with a friend one day and he said that I was 'smug and that I thought I was better than everyone else'

Also, I dislike it when people call me sensitive.

A 'fucking lazy bitch who will never get a job'

Also one of my old teachers told me that she'd be surprised if I even made it through year eleven let alone in an industry.

Also I nearly knocked out another teacher once in class because she had been baiting me in class non stop for two hours. Bitch was asking for it.

 

It's important. But I can't think of any one thing ATM. It seems like context are more important than words.

 

i've been told my family would be better off without me, that i'm a whore, that i should just die and make the world a better place....

....god damn i'm being whiney today. : P

i'm sorry everyone.

 

ex-gf told me my dad was a better fuck. i havent been the same since.

 

My gym teacher once told me I have a very small dick. I did not dare to have sex after that day.