I love the vastness that is your eyes. Beyond the always changing mood ring of your iris; Is the clearest, simplest, most stunning proof of infinity. The boundless beauty of color and depth that is your eye, Could draw me into the warmest, most satisfying emotions I could humanly imagine. Causing me to be lost, In the most beautiful way possible, for days. The sparkle, the shine, the sun, The glow, the life, the love, The joy, the laughter, The soul, The redness, the haze, The excitement, the heat, the arousal, The lust, the pain, the sadness, the tears, All in which encompass the language of your eyes. Between the intense insight of infinite depth and the Psychedelic color essence of both your eyes, with the Timeless conversations our eyes have had Is by far my favorite hobby. I love your eyes, Carrie. Let me know what yopu think...
It’s been nine days since I posted the last post…I never did get to give her that gift. She died in a car accident on Friday, November 9th, a day after my post. Here is her Obituary: Hilliker, Carrie 11/12/2007, 10:37 am Comment on this story Carrie Hilliker -- Bradley Visitation for Carrie E. Hilliker, 18, of Bradley, will be from 4 p.m. to 8 p.m. Wednesday at the Bradley Chapel of the Schreffler Funeral Homes, where services will be held at 10 a.m. Thursday. Rev. Robert Hollowell will officiate. Burial will be in Mound Grove Gardens, Kankakee. In lieu of flowers, memorials may be made to the family wishes. She died Friday (Nov. 9, 2007) at Good Samaritan Hospital in Downers Grove, from injuries sustained in an auto accident. She was employed by Bakers Square and Old Country Buffet. She was born Dec. 17, 1988, in Kankakee, the daughter of Jon and Rebecca Rudd Hilliker. She was a freshman psychology/philosophy major at Northern Illinois University. She was a member of Bradley First Church of the Nazarene. She was a 2007 graduate of Bradley-Bourbonnais Community High School, where she was in school plays and on the volleyball team. She was a 2007 Illinois State Scholar. She enjoyed singing and playing the piano. Surviving are her mother, Rebecca Hilliker of Bradley; her father and stepmother, Jon and Tammy Hilliker of Novi, Mich.; one sister, Jackie Hilliker of Bradley; one stepsister, Kaveta Duncan of Benton Harbor, Mich.; two stepbrothers, Jarid Pearson of Ypsilanti, Mich., Michael Pearson of Novi, Mich.; maternal grandmother, Earlene Rudd of Aledo; maternal stepgrandparents, W.C. and Easter Liphford of Benton Harbor, Mich.; and several aunts, uncles and cousins. Deceased are her paternal grandparents, Lawrence and Ellen Hilliker; and maternal grandfather, Billy Rudd. I don’t understand life…why, she was my soul mate, the one, the love of my life, my everything, now what?! Please someone out there help I’m lost and empty!
I am so sorry to hear that. I don't think I have any words for you that can make it better. If you need someone to talk to, I don't mind if you want to reply here, or if you want to message me, if you just need to get all your feelings out. Again, I am sorry for your loss. Have you read your poem out loud for her? I'm sure it would reach her in some way.
Such things happening remind us of what is truly important in life! We can only accept death, remember those who have died, and know that today will be a memory tomorrow. Don't dwell on death, we all have our time... appreciate life while you have the chance. That being said, its can be hard to accept someone close to you dieing... you have my best wishes!
Hi, I just wanted to let you know I got your message, but it won't let me reply to it. How are things going now? I hope you are finding some light from somewhere. x
Berkano- Weird, I've been having troubles with my account...but anyways, Things are crazy, Life is crazy, My best friend just got in an accident and is going to be in a wheel chair for 9 months, Everything seems to be falling apart...but as I always said 'when ever something neds something new must begin'... Today's my last day for this semester of college, and I can't wait to get a little break away and go snowboarding!
Sorry for your loss my friend. I had a similar situation as well a few years ago, where it seemed the world was going to come to an end for me. But, at the end of the day people still need you and look up to you, so hopefully knowing that will be enough to help you get through it.
