what do you want to do/experience before you die?

ok just wondering, if u were to die now, what would you wish u had done?

i want to experience true love atleast once. i want to have lived atleast a few years in a area i have peace of mind at, somewhere i would actually want to get up in the mornings for. id love to go into space, i know i have less than .000000001% but i dream about it anyway. i wish to influence peoples lives in a good way, so when i die, i am not forgotten nor remembered for bad. theres alot more, i will post another time, but for now these are my top ambitions/dreams.

 

Pure Enlightenment.

 

Quite honestly, I'd like to try the strain warlock..... and smoke through a few pounds... I mean, programming is fun, i guess it would be nice to do something important, but those have never really been my ambitions; really my ambitions have been to use some means to make money in order to have a pure period of relaxation, then die and leave this planet forever. The way that I get to my pre-death relaxation doesn't matter. Oh, and a dog, I want to get a dog or two and live in an area not near other dogs, so I'm not socially forced to mutilate his genitals. So yea... smoke a few pounds, including warlock, with a dog; then die.

 

ive thought about this alot before also. i think that the main thing i like to experience is what happens from day to day. if its something that happens somewhere on the planet or some new movie thats comming out. i just wish that i could be around forever to experience how what happens to the earth and mankind. i always worry about dieing because i cant imagine not experiencing anything. i also want to do something that everyone would help everyone in some small way. its hard for the average person to really experience much then just living there life as good as they can afford. it must be really nice to be born into a rich family. i know that money isnt what should drive life but if you had money going to space wouldnt be much of a problem now would it?

 

I don't care. all that stuff I've already done and enjoyed, again and again until I wake up dead.

 

I know what you mean. I used to feel that way all the time and sometimes had anxiety attacks because of it. That is, until I had the deepest salvia trip of my life. After that I felt like I understood how one singular expression of thought, composed of an infinite series of possibilities, could be experienced in one point of time. I felt like if death was like this, this complete absense of comprehensible existence, then I could easily embrace it. There was also a study which indicated that the chemicals released during a salvia trip include a good deal of those released at the moment of death(I'll try to find), which again psychologically helped me a lot. lolz, i'm a bit off topic.

 

i just wanna try marijuana...

 

hahaha well at least i got that done and over with already a bunch of times over...


and to sezzy i just think of my existance is really nothing. i know thats sounds bad but i think about the grand scheme of things. like whats my life going to amount to after earths been here for fuckin millions of years and will prolly be here millions more. not to mention the trillions or prolly more like infinate stars with their own planetary systems with life in them thinking the same thing we are. theres no way we can ever comprehend the vastness of the universe and if we cant do that then i think that i can except death. my simple existance on this small planet in this cool solar system is nothing and i think that goes along with everything living on this planet or anywhere else in the universe.

 

Too bad that has never been true in your entire existence on this planet.

If I were to die right now I wish I would have followed through with my plan to buy a house in Vermont for my friends and I to chill at. I also wish I could have smoked large quantities of dank at said house.

 

yah it helps out a lot, I enjoy it to say the least

 

mutli partners at once

 

Do: Your mom
Experience: Sex with an experienced lady

haha no really though.. enlightenment... retirement.. millionare... etc

 

sorry my answer was so shallow, but I am already happy in life and with myself

 

i would like to experience the world and travel everywhere before i die
and start a family and buy a nice house

 

thats it, I would love to travel alot more, but outside the states for a change

 

i want to fuck an old lady, a REAL old lady. a gilf if you will

 

larger more potent piles of multicolor chemicles upon a stunning love of mine.

Fuck Life, Fuck Death. Just Fuck It!

 

I wish i would get married to the love of my life and just be with him one more time.

 

true love, peace, and happiness.

oh yeah, and candyflipping while having a foursome with three gorgeous women lol =]]

 

i want to get a stuntmans car and do that shit like Kurt Russel did in Death Proof.

or get a band going and play a few shows or something.. either way