when do you think enough is enough. how many pills is too many. iv taken 63 pills. im just concerned now its starting to get to "higher" numbers, that i dont want any of those long term effects like depression and erection problems. how many pills have yous done, and how are you feeling? what number of pills do you plan on stopping at? maybe ill go to 100 max.
it depends on how many you take at a time and how much you space them out. 5 all at once is much worse than 10 over the course of a year. there are a lot of factors... how well you took care of yourself before, during, and after each roll, how pure the pills were, and what kind of person you are. some can handle a lot more than others. it's hard to say. having read your posts, i think you should take a break... you're fine now, as far as i know, but i think you're pushing it. besides the state of your physical health, you don't want to lose the magic.
ive done like 25-30 pills on 12 rolls over a year after that i felt like i was a little burned out. i havnt done E in over a year and i dont plan too for at least another 6 months. but i think doing it more often that 3 or 4 months is too much
This month i've done 30-40 pills in 2 weeks, the last day i took 8 pills spread over the day, (wich i don't recommend anyone because the rush is just awfull). now, a few days after i stopped i'm getting into my exam period, last 4 nights i had nearly sleep, having phobic feelings, feeling depressed, feeling down,..,.. Altho, during these 2 weeks i learned alot about my mind, it totally dissolves your ego, and even now i see things from a whole other perspective and i have more understandings of the human mind.
I've taken seven or eight over the last couple of years.. (not that many, I know) I used to be sort of an elitest asshole- All I can say now is that i've learned to accept everyone for who they are.
i've taken 10 in the period of 2months, and i'm quite satisfied with what i got out of the experience. it'll most likely be a couple weeks before i roll again, or maybe this weekend.
taking pills, and taking psychedelic drugs is a major drainer. i just figured that out. aswel as various other drugs like speed and shit.
i have just gotten off of taken 3-4 everyweekend for about a month and a half, and for the first week after stopping i felt like crap. But now it's been like 2 weeks since my last one and i don't notice any effects. Most sources I look at say you should do no more than once a month (sometimes thats hard
ive taken about 80 pills in about 2month spread. And now i stopped. Last week-hell this week-wow. Not only do i feel Great, like i dont need ex anymore jsut to not feel like shit. complete shit when i wasnt on ex. And when i did take it i just knew i was getting in a deeper hole so i couldnt enjoy my high. I got way skinny, feeling like a pure chemical body, no muscle no fat, just felt fake. But each time i rolled, i felt great talked great had great times. And i sold pills by rolls (100's at a time) so its not like it affected my budget. Not to mention i was known as "outdoing everyone" on how many pills they where on/snorted/popped at a time.. Let me tell you ugys something. The E High as great as it might be. Beyond experiencing it one time, its not worth it at all..at all.. not even that great of a high for what i have to deal with these days. Memory. RE-LEARNING. What my rep is. My friends think of me. its just not good. Smoke pot and laugh and have a good time. hard drugs are way over rated. i guess my real badthing was, was i could never "get high enough" you know what i mean? Just couldnt pop enough pills to make it really "worrth while, and a great time" thats where the hole starts. Peter-Popper if u feel like it just doesnt satisfy you, and yu need more. There u no u need to stop. give it 2weeks and u will thank urself more than anything.
"Smoke pot and laugh and have a good time. hard drugs are way over rated." Yes indeed. Most people don't figure this until they are 25+.
