ok. you fall in love with this guy.. for a really long time. But he never really notices you. he falls in love with other girls, but they dont fancy him. Still you keep having this crush on him. Then, one day. You find out that he loves YOU. You're all happy. and you get a relationship with the guy. But then.. one day later. You don't have the same feeling anymore. You're not in love anymore and he's starting to annoy you. But that guy really really loves you.. veeery much. Then, after 10 days in a relationship, you really want to end it. Also because your friends dont like him much and because of that they're liking you a bit less. also your school grades are going down.. and you dont have much time for yourself anymore. So you break up with him.. And he cries all day long, even during classes at school.. even you cried. you always wanted love, love love love. but then when you get it, you dont want it anymore. You only want time for yourself, and rest. this is what happened to me. and i dont get it! why am i so weird. did this ever happened to you? peace&love
You have the rest of your life to fall in 'love.' As you get older relationships change and sometimes you look back on old relationships and say to yourself; "wow, I can't believe I felt/thought that way!" Life is strange like that. Love is a very strong word - for adults and especially young teens. Yes attraction to antoher sex can be very emotional but I suppose you have to learn with time and experience. Also, maybe the expression 'wanting what you can't have' rings some truth here. When you finally get it, you realise it's not what you wanted or how you imagined.
