Basically 2 years and half before I was dating a girl that loved me like no girls would ever love me. I was her first lover, she taught I was the man of her life, the relationship was perfect... But for no particular reason... I just broke up the relationship. Actually there's many reasons that involve drug, alcohol abuses at the time, and suicidal tendencies. I was just too fucked up in my head to have a relationship. I just forgot about her, I think last time we met is one year ago. She was really out of my mind. Than that night I had a dream of meeting back in somekind of temple where she had the most beautiful tattoos I've ever seen, kind of light purple and silver at the same time, it was really particular like she is. I remember paying a lot of attention to the tattoo. In real life she had none and I have many. I taught it was somekind of new ink because it was kind of glossy or glowy and it was a really particular form of art I've never seen. Kinda ''elf'' like, but more psychedelic than medieval-fantasy. It was really weird. That was in the middle, upper part of her back. As a HUGE tattoo freak it was crazy to see a tattoo like that. So anyways, we made love and felt strange and beautiful at the same time. I woke up next morning kind of... really messed up. I just can't stop thinking about her. She is all I have in my mind. That's weird, I mean, she was TOTALLY out of my mind for so fucking long, than I have this dream, and can't stop thinking about her. That's the first time I have a dream that REALLY affects my real life. What's up with that doc?!?
Hi, here is a bunch of thoughts ... So yes, dreams do help you step into another side of who you are and see yourself differently and it's like you open the door of your own center then ... a sanctuary where you and the ones you love are one; where you find love is the magic script in the heart of all living things. And even as you travel individually your life's journey, you may become one with individual lovers. But the message is all the same. And so you tap into your own magic and beauty, and your own wonderful strangeness and find this too is your reality (as otherwise you couldn't tell that the dream affects real life). It is all interwoven. It's being said that the dreams come first and we follow, to bring back the awareness into waking life (and vice versa we feed our dreams with all the silly actions of daily life every day) ... yet there is nothing to gain, and nothing to loose but the awareness, and the healing and the love coming through. It is all yours - and even as you open yourself to your own mystery, it will set forth throughout all realities and help you change and grow and be more than you ever thought. Hmm hmm I dunno ... hope this makes sense
Be on the lookout for a girl that gives you that dejavu feeling. She may remind you of your first love. As a spiritual meaning, it could portend that you will soon start a spiritual journey (color purple.)
