I cut off all my hair...

well about seven inches and i wanna shave it all off later....


it's better then what i wanted to cut off.....

 

I'm going to get a hair cut....but nothing that drastic. Several people would kick my ass if I cut all of my hair off.

 

The only person who doesnt want me to do it wont' be living here anymore so I don't care.... my hair is so ugly now I might as well shave it.

 

Is Britney your Idol?

 

Aww babe are you feeling okay? Give yourself a punk haircut. Might as well have fun with.

 

a butch look isnt so bad......i know a lot of hott butch chicks

 

im right there with you, haha. if my hair starts falling out and makes me look retarted...buzzzzzzzzz. im shaving it all off.


then ima get a kickass wig though. maybe a pink one. :H

 

Haha.... no, I'm not okay. My husband is leaving when I want him to stay more then ever. Not even all that long ago I wouldn't have cared but I've realized how much I love him and I wish he wouldn't have held things in and if he was that upset, had talked to me... he was gonna go stay at his sister's today but after crying all day (and giving myself a migraine), I bought a few days... I know what to do that MIGHT help but I don't know if it's enough.

Not only might I be homeless soon- I can NOT afford this place on my own but I'm apparently losing my best friend and only family member who's been here for me.... I'm torn ... my heart and soul are torn. I would do anything but I dont know if it would matter... he's apparently been playing me since June.

 

Nooo...you should come and start a commune with us and be happy. I don't want you to be sad. You should make him come and be happy, too.

 

Hmmm a commune might be nice.... I seriously need to figure shit out and if this can't work, I'm up for anything... I just... I need to do everything I can to try to save things... seven years is a long time- I can't believe this is happening....

 

Ouch! I am glad you picked your hair.
And hair is just hair, but to some it introduces a new chapter to their book of life.

 

Pink wigs are hot, I've thought of starting to wear one. I've also thought of shaving my hair, it drives me crazy sometimes, there's just so much of it and it's so crazy. I like it, mainly on the day that I wash it, but I cant wash it all the time or it gets so dry and I dont like combing my hair, so I only comb it when I wash it and that's a disaster I need to spend so much time untangling it. So maybe the pink wig is the solution!

 

i'm so sorry baby
that sounds terrible

 

It is, is worst because I cut my hair really short before coming here and I cant tie in a ponytail or anything.. but I ALMOST can, so when that happens Ill be happy again
I used to wear pigtails all the time, that's easy to handle, but people seem to like my crazy hair for some weird reason.

 

You'll be fine lucky

 

Blah blah blah... I cant eevn put my hair up now. I hate it. But seriously... I could give a fuck about my hair right now.

 

Maybe someday.

 

you guys always seem to have a lot of drama and brinkmanship, but no one elver goes off the edge. I think it will blow over

 

What's brinkmanship? We've had a lot of problems but I never thought they were this bad. You know in June I was getting ready to move- packed and all... then I had second thoughts, wanted to stay- then he wanted to leave... but I thought we worked it out... but apparently he's been holding stuff inside since then and his lack of love for me (depending on which statement regarding love from him you believe... it has changed today...).... has a lot to do with the spring. Whatever... if he was so bugged, why tell me things are fine? I know the things I need to do... I need to stop going off with my friends and listen to him more... he just doesn't talk. And he doesn't like me getting fucked up. Okay, fine. I was about done anyways.


I hope it blows over. Jess thinks if he REALLY wanted to leave today... he wouldn't be sleeping here right now, do you agree?

Anyways, yeah... I bought a few days to a couple weeks- where he will consider giving things two months. I need a plan to keep him. I dont care if this sounds pathetic to some or all...seven years is a long time... espiecially when you still love a person....

 

brinkmanship is threatening to do something drastic until the other person gives in.

I doubt he will leave, but of course I don't know for sure. He has suck with you for a lot. Even if he were to go, my feeling is that it wouldn't be permanent

Either way there will be good and bad things about the situation