I'm a virgin, but I think I screwed up.

Okay, first off, hello. I'm new to the forum, and just trying to find my way about.

But, onto the subject.
I have a friend, who i'll let remain anon, who has a bisexual streak in him.
He's come over my house, slept in the bed with me, even turns me on, on purpose. The problem with this, is not that i'm not attracted to him, but whenever I get started doing anything he becomes shy and quiet. Today, while at his house, he gave me some gensing in a glass of tea to help me get turned on, while his girlfriend tried to get us to act out one of her fantasies, seeing two males together.

At first, I didn't know if I wanted to, but I eventually changed my mind. So, he got his girlfriend to talk dirty to him on the phone, while I gave him a hand job. It took, atleast 30 minutes worth of him sitting there, trying to avoid the situation at some points, and then acting like he absolutely wanted to do it. He said he was shy, then he was all over me. I was becoming frustrated, and really just wanted to come home, but. By the time I had my keys, he laid back, and unzipped his pants. I did what I said i'd do, and began to pleasure him with a hand-job. After a few strokes, he jumped up, told me he was "suddenly not in the mood."

After two hours of, his mood changing back and forth, I just went home. Horny, and annoyed. Now, my question to everyone here is; Should I leave him alone for good, and keep my virginity until someone who's more sure of what they want comes along and quit letting him talk me into things. Or should I wait, and let him decide against it or for it, for good?

Please help!

 

He sounds like he has issues that you don't need to be caught up in. Especially for your first time, you need to find some one who will be respectful of you and honest. This guy and his games may well cause you grief you don't need. Lose him and move on.

 

Yeah it certainly sounds like this guy has some issues. I say wait - you don't want to end up having your first secks with someone who doesn't really want to be doing it with you. You may end up regretting it dreadfully.