This question is also for ariel or someone with psychic abilities. I am doing my head in here trying to make a decision about traveling to Bali. I know we must live life to the full, but when there are others involved it kind of makes it really hard to do what you want or to do what you should... If I go will I return safely? And will my loved ones be safe apon my return? Sorry to be so straight foward, I don't know what else to do. Thanks. K.
Hi Mumof2 let me share a thought I had when reading your post and I hope you don't mind. There are always others who are involved in the decisions we make, and still they are not. As they will not make those decisions for us. And just consider how much you are involved in what others decide ... are you ? And too, I need to trust that my own decisions even if they trigger ripples big and small all the time will not keep others from what is theirs to do and they will not loose their path because I choose to change. We all change all the time anyway. So maybe this is not about Indonesia so much but about your desire to change and this does involve insecurities. Will you embrace them, or will you look out with fearful expectations, while you create the worlds in front of you as one stepping stone leading to the next. Paradise is not somewhere else, nor is hell. Yes each step will change you but in which way this is up to you, and it is not the decision of others as well ... only you can change yourself. Imagine what would be changed then, and try and act on it. And maybe you find somehow Indonesia is right here as it is all about the journey, and the journey is the goal. And maybe you can let go the struggles then that your head is so busy with to create, and find the decision is already made. So, will you be safe only you decide and maybe change is your safest place here, to become whole from inside out. Find what you truly want within your higher self ... I think there are no outside conditions that will keep you from it. Wishing you well and I hope this helps you on.
Hi moving cloud, Please don't let this sound disrespectful but after reading your reply which I am very grateful for, I get the impression that you you may have the wrong impression (make sence?:& ) I truely don't feel like I am talking about anything else other than this trip to Bali. The other people that are influencing my decision are in fact my children who are too young to tell me what they think but I know that they would rather have a mother than have no mother at all. I have been to Bali many times before but before I was responsible for two other human beings. But now with all that is going on in the world I wonder if I should go again, leaving my children behind. My partner will be comming too so if anything should happen, they are left without mother and father. I know the chances are very remote but you have to think about these things. I get the feeling you are advising me to stay home? I absolutely will if you think I should. I hope you can help me a bit more. I will read your post a few more times. Moving cloud I appreciate your replys very much! Thanks again. And kindest regards. K.
Hi again Mumof2 yes I am aware this is about Bali, and still it is about everything else, too, that comes into the picture. How much, and how deep you wanna go with it is always yours ... and isn't this the best thing ever and what a wonderful unlimited trip. So all I can do is share my view, without taking what is yours to decide. All I can say is, Trust into your self, and be true, and honour your path. And see no matter if you stay at home or set out to Bali it is all the shores of your own becoming, no more and no less. Bali has changed, but then you have too ... and the still better thing is change awaits you with open arms wherever you go. And so you can make things better always, and it starts from inside out and from right here. I talked to a woman whose greatest fear was that the tiles in the bathroom would get crazes if you were talking too loud. We all create our own roller coaster of adventure. We can try to freeze our worlds, but then this is change, too. We create the future even as we move on with what is present. The present looks like hairline cracks then to balance along, or like a global boiler taking you in where your own fears in need to be defensed get just as big, with voices loud and shrill. But still the deeper question remains, Where does it take you inside your self ... and is this where you truly want to be. How remote are you from here. And to see and be aware and change inspite of and beyond the fears, this is your choice and wonderful chance always and absolutely and no one will take it from you. Thank you for the post and the feedback and bear with me for talking about everything else ... have a good time and maybe you will send us a postcard from Bali.
