do you ever feel as though you are...

just a "spirit" or something of the sort and everyone you know is just a creation of your imagination. like no one really exisits you make them up and create a twisted personality for each person?
and friend and i were at my bday party and decided togo all out. so we took two hits of acid and some shrooms and i took a roll and just watched everyone took in everything they were doing in a social scene didnt tell anyone that we did what we did and it felt as though we were two minds on a plane level meeting for the first time and everyone was just a figmint of our imagination and we created their personalities. That we can train our mind to achieve a higher understanding threw meditiation and observation that we are higher beings we just dont know it we haven't harnessed our innner potential power.

im still kinda out of it hope that made as much sense to you guys as it did to me. but does anyone else get that?

 

i get it


i have wondered that myself

 

Well I do believe everything is subjective and that therefor there is no ultimate reality. And no good and evil, and right or wrong, no other then whay yóu think is right, wrong, good, evil, beautiful etc. But.. thats nihilism.
But there's some overlapping thoughts with your post

 

yea ive been jumping around all day typing down whatever i felt. the only way i knew how to stay awake for work was to take a stem. im going to crash so hard tonight.. im going to love it.

 

Actually I once thought as a joke some poeple are just programmed and don't actually think at all, because they only really hav ea vocabulaire of about 10 different sentences. Never really thóught that though; I just found the thought funny.

 

when i was younger i thought that i was like a barbie and there was some twisted person making me move and telling me what to say and that the world was just a big shoe box filled with shit this "thing" had and that there were other shoe boxes with different "things" controlling other people. im a weird. kid. i never thought about it your way.

 

We are just energy strings with holographic illusions,vibrating and crowling across the patern paths.

 

Are we in the world or is the world in us? I think both.

 

i never knew how to put what i was thinking. thats about as close as someone has gotten. they're all different colors and different lengths..

 

You mean every one of them is vibrating on certain frequences....and those witch vibrate on same frequences create a wave.......

 

to be honest i dont know what i mean.... i cant really put it into words. i know what i feel and i know what i see when im in an altered state of mind. but when im not its harder to communicate what im feeling. if that makes any sense.. i guess wave would be a better way of putting it. i hope you guys are gettin what im saying, i just feel stupid now because i can't even explain/carify myself.

 

We are getting it. It is very difficult to explain as our language skills are limited for explanation of something like that. It took me some time actually to start talking about my experiences as I couldn't find the right word to describe something.
Ok, something pusing me to explain a little bit more vibration and frequencies. Call me crazy I like that.
We are all vibrating at the many different frequencies at the same time.
What is color? A fotons vibrating at the different frequencies and our eye one frequency gets as a red, another as a blue and so on. It is the same with the shape. Many particles vibrating and making an object. So we are also as an objects with our own particles vibrating with different frequencies and that defines our appearance for every single little thing on and in our body. During the lifetime we are meeting different people and are learning how to vibrate on a different frequencies than the ones we know by that moment.
Why I don't know? Probably the explanation for that comes after the death. Maybe thats next way of communication as the telephaty works with this.
Watch your self during everyday. You can feel those different vibrations going through your body every time you are happy, sad, angry.... You can even locate them to the certain parts of the body where intensity is the biggest. And than when you are sad everybody around you picking up that feeling but the moment you light up everybody starts to get cheerful.
Your toughts are very important. What is meditation? You are clearing your mind from all the toughts and focusing on only one vibration. You will notice on psychedelics how many toughts you have in one second. That is how is every day. Each one of those touhts are activators of certain vibrations. They say the tought comes to destination before it's sent. So what is the speed of tought?
Let's say somebody wants to visit you and before they come you receive it through a feeling or image in your minds eye or wathever is the frequency you recognize. Happend so many times to all of us.
I will never forget when the first time I saw room filled with geometrical patterns to such a perfection. And then I went outside and saw it all over the sky, all around. It is very beautiful and I was probably watching it with my mouth open. They look as a paths through witch a vibration is transmited. But we need our common five senses and our body to explain to us what are the frequencies that we are receiving.
Your soul, spirit or wathever you call it I call it energy is beyond the particles. But in order to comunicate with the other energies it needs material existence and it's using your body as a sort of machine. Notice it with yourself. When you say you are tired you feel very tired and you need to rest. But if you feel a bit tired but you say yourself that you can continue you continue.
This explanation works very well. Try it on yourself. Also good example is selfhealing. Start with small things.
Why this is all happening and how completly it works I don't know. There is somebody or something that has a better imagination than me and any one of us.
And this is just a little drop in the ocean.
Hope I was not very confusing. Any extras always welcome there are much greater minds than mine out there.
Love

 

no it all made alot of sense most if it is what i was thinking but some of it im not soo sure about like geometrical patterns? i mean i can see where you got that but i myself have never noticed it. thank you for explaining all that you did =) i printed out this thread and am keeping it so when others are saying what the hell is this crazy mexican saying i can be like well... this is how others explain it =)

 

I use to get the same thoughts when stoned, I would see everyone else as fake or just images my mind has created, that I'm sort of.. asleep, or have you seen the matrix, and all the humans are in pods and the computer give's them a simulation of reality.. I felt that is what my life was, a simulation and everyone else isn't real, or some are real, other's are just there like a script to a program.. running in a loop.

 

ASTAFF, you speak of something similar called "Solipsism". I personally love solipsism. You read about it and see if you like it too.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism

 

Happy I was helpful. Patterns? Well, increase your dosage they only come with much higher doses. 300 ug is usually the initial dose for most people. I don't see aliens and other creatures but patterns you can't miss. Thay are very noticable during the day on light blue sky. Rainbow colors. Lovely!

 

nice. oozing articulate indices of wisdom and knowledge.

 

Solipsism is very similar to Yogacara Buddhism aka Zen Buddhism. I follow that philosophy myself.

"i dream therefore i am not"

 

if this is all correct, you are all in MY imagination, not the other way around, and I knew all of these things you are saying because they come from my mind. aha look at me talking to myself, when will it end..?

 

I think therefore I am, lol. I love solipsisms, never heard of Yogacara Buddhism though lol. Never really read much from buddhism honestly