farkking crazy pills

so on the weekend i had the most fucken crazy pills iv ever had.
there was a reason, and the reason is cause these pills contained ketamine, mdma and speed.

now it was just me n my friend who took the pills at my other friends house.
after double dropping and feeling fucking amazing after the first 2 instead of stopping, because it was good we go ahead and take another 2. about an hour later.

my friend ends up having to go to bed, so me and the guy who took pills ended up going to the car to listen to music. this is when the K started to kick in. we went to the car and completly had no idea what we were doing, somtime later my friend comes out and tells us what we were doing. and we like "OH yeah". so i start the car, to drive down the street a bit, so we could play music loud. anyway in that time, we had completly forgot what we were doing, and the next 2 hours were the most fucked and scary of my life.

we were completly lost in the backstreets to his house, with no idea what we were doing. i was going about 10 K's the whole time, and i kept realising that suddenly i was driving, and got real scared, i asked my friend who he was, we stopped a few times outside random peoples houses playing music real lound(was like 2am). i stopped in the middle of the road constantly for id say 10 minints at a time, without no idea what we were doing. at times i would snap out of it abit when i realised i was driving ,and look over at my friend and he looked the most crazy psychotic i have ever seen anyone, the things he was saying scared me, and i had realised i was driving without knowing it, and he was as fucked as me. i couldnt belevie it.
suddenly while driving, i was driving down the wrong side of the highway, i mean i 100% saw that i was. i drove up onto the sidewalk and almost hit a pole i was so scared of that. then suddenly the true street came into my vision. driving around all i could see was weird shit in the piles of crap people had left out for rubbish collection, i saw invisible men attacking each other, and at the scariest i was seeing police in yellow jackets cornering off things every turn i took.
to be honest i was scared at how lost i was, and how lost my friend was. and he was scared to.
we probably drove past my friends house 10-15 times without even knowing it, wasnt untill it started to wear off that we had sense in what we were doing that we found the house. and went in. my friends mum woke up to me and my friend who took e's with me, crouched in the corner wall. didnt say anything.
the music was most incredible. at times i thought it was attacking me, just this one song. me n my friend kept looking at each other just like wow, before we were spaced anyway.
we did smoke a couple cones when we took the pills n in the morning, but not much. have smoked more before on pills.

only thing my friend and me find weird. is this lingering dissociative feeling. now it happend to me from dxm. and i got worried now its happening again. i still feel pretty strange. i mean i looked in the mirror and suddenly found myself having a conversation with my reflection in a state of mind i am unaware of untill i then realise it.
talking to my sister or mum is most scary, there voices and the way i pereive it is scary, and i dont feel myself to talk to them. im sad in that i think this dissoication will last for months, like my dxm dissociation did. this does feel hapier tho. it is most interesting the way i am seeing things now.
mind you i have done acid too. but this is pretty weird. i had hallucinations the next day like i was on acid. the shadows on the walls krept everywhrer, the hallway grew long and thin, peoples bears grew bigger and there faces warped with black spots moving everywhere. and my perception of self is strange. just thought id list these after effects, n see what you guys think.

is it a k-hole when you dont know anything anymore. from what iv read it could be, but cause of the speed and mdma we were like awake.

 

oh shit i forgot to tell you waht pills they were. were umm brown pills with purple spots and had the capital C on them. for champion or somthing i think somone said.
told my friend, and hes like wtf you take so many these pills have a warning on. but i cant see them on pillreports.
iv done around 55 pills, done acid, dxm, ice, range of other stupid shit and pharmicutical trips. and nothing was like that night. not in that it was better, it was just fucking insane. i had been looking for new drugs to try, havent taken a new drugs in months and months, so i am kinda welcoming this new feeling and am in awww of what i did experience.

 

thats weird man, to be honest though it doesn't really sound like a khole to me. First off, ketamne visuals usually arn't that vivid unless youve taken a real heavy dose. It doesnt seem like K for a pill cut would give you that experience seeing as I have to snort like 3 20 bags in a line to get that. Plus if were kholin AND you were rolling face, you wouldnt be able to drive, it would be far beyond just "spacin out" it would be like fetal position; you wouldnt be driving. I suspect something in the 2c class, probably B.
Were the visuals like lsd at all...if that were the case it could be 2ce. Never seen it as a pill cut though.

 

visuals were like acid. they lasted all the next day, like i mean the next day i had still had strong visuals which i thought was strange.

but does 2c 2b give the sense of complete loss of knowing anything

iv read some other things, i think perhaps the speed kept us able to move and shit. there was a fair bit of speed in their i could tell. never slept or felt tired all the next day, till late afternoon, then slept 18 hours. which was a first for me.
just that it was the weirdest experience of my life, im trying to figure a few things out.
ill be doing these again either this weekend or next weekedn. my friend bought 50

but what about this lingering dissociation type feeling. i can tell its dissociation, acid has never given me this feeling, could 2ce giev you that feeling? its very interesting actually now, its like everything is the same but completly diffent, everything is seen completly sideways, just looking at a car drive past is phenominal with the way im perceiving it now, looking in the mirror is still weird. like iv inlocked a differnt personality or somthing. very strange. acid didnt make me this crazy.
walking thro my house, is like im somone else and am like almost being in here for the first time or somthing.
i know im not crazy, cause my friend is having the same effects. he is pretty scared, we have text'ed each other about 20 times since the weekend just to see how we're feeling and are like wtf. and thats strange cause me n him done a whole range of drugs together.

 

Yo you're trippin me the FUCK out with that story man. Jesus hahaha...

 

i took 4 more of these with my friends on umm friday.
we planned to go into the city on them. so we take 2 at first. it was me and three other friends. we get in there and are headed towards the clubs. and my one friend who takes anti-psychotics, got really sick. we had to go home, realised that anti-psychoitcs(tranquilsers) and horse tranqs is not a good mix. we just didnt think, cause he normally dose pills on his meds. anyway he throw up and all. but felt better not to long after.

we get back to the house and take 2 more. except for my one friend.
the night was fucked. it was amazing but
we sat around a fire for along time.
we sat in the bathtub in the dark for a while.
but it was even more mind fucking than last time for some reason.
we had all lost our minds entirely.
we had about 2 second memory of Everything we were doing. but not just that, we were acting very psychotic.
it was scary, we were scared alot. we were scared because of the psychotic elements.
its hard to describe the psychotic elements.
i had blanket in my hand and a jacket, and i had no idea what it was, im like "WHAT is THIS? somone would say it was a blanket, id look around and then back at my hands and wouldnt know what i had. ask again what the hell is this. i fell off my chair and then looked around am like how did the chair get like this, i had no idea i fell over and i was on the ground. now this happend in relation to everything, to all of us for ages. damn this report is shit, it doesnt give justice to the crazy night.
more fucked up and psycho than acid or anything.
the way we'd just sit there and suddenly react and look around like the walls were attacking us put some worrying looks on all of us.
we've run out of these pills now. whilst they are interesting, because we like altered trippy conscoisness, they are just fucked up.
we are should be gettin 50 tabs of acid in the next week or so.
so acid will be the weekend drug for a while. fuck pills.
i got a couple trippy photos of our psychotic looking faces i really want to post, but my phone cable is fucking up. might see them soon. just that our faces really look lost and crazy. not like pictueres iv taken from any other pills we;ve taken.

 

I'm surprised you had the balls to take em again. Those are some crazy ass pills. Don't even sound like thizz at all. Which reminds me to ask, DID you ever feel the signature roll feeling? I've had a few trips off of pills where they were good in most ways, even great, but still lacked in that most important category of...it's hard to describe other than rolling or thizzin...

 

Dude your trip sounds like you did pcp. I'v seen someone that was on pcp and they acted exactly like you said you were acting.

 

Maybe it had a lot of methamphetamine in it? I've read some fucked up stories of people on meth, but not quite to that extent

Or like the guy above said, maybe it had pcp on it, that's more likely.

 

i am postive it had speed in it, and im sure it had bit of mdma in.
the other chemical is yeah, either pcp or ketamine.
iv done pcp before and didnt think it was like this.

oh i do remember seeing things go really fast somtimes.
id look at somone do somthing, and it was like superspeed. but in a very strange way of perceiving it, not just them doing somthing fast. as if time itself had become quicker.

 

hahahha, you took them again.. thats hilarious. Its funny because it sounds like something I would do. Some Ill have like areally bad trip on some weird mushrooms and then take them again the next week.

 

oh yeah. and confused speech. getting words completly wrong, saying strange things.
unable to pronouciate at all.
at worst we were unable to communicate with each other, just jumbled uncommunicated words, that we would forget straight away.

 

dude im on yellow nikes right now with my buddy
hellla dank pills

 

nice.

i had completly forgetten how much better acid is.
forget pills.

 

i think with your habits, peter, your personality IS a morphing constnatly changing, scared being that keeps escaping some reality only to enter another one before escaping into another and so on into infinity. dude im surprised you havnt become totally accustomed to lingering perceptual and cognitive changes. youve spent months in depression and angst about your life being changed forever. yet you keep taking heaps of hardcore drugs. just live with it. i think you should be surprised if you ever wake up and feel totally 'normal' again. that is, 'normal' referring to whatever state you consider your original identity to be.

 

hmmm
that made me think alot. i have read it so much i forget now what i was going to write in response entirley.
kinda made me realise i am taking drugs, and not chasing the dream in my mind of discovery. realisation about reality and deep meanings to things.
it is rather easy to forget entirly you are even taking drugs, rather chasing the dream in your mind. the discovery of the meanings.
finding heaven, understanding reality-perhaps not. destroying the brain, and going insane-perhaps so.

it becomes that the music and the 'heaven' is worth more than 'real life' entirely. lingering in 2 worlds is difficult, why people get fucked up.

still alot of drugs can for me make me loose all meaning of life, and make me realise how amazing, "the other world is". the internal world. or universe i sapose.

 

goddamn it i hate when people cut mdma with other drugs.mdma by itself is a beautiful experience but when idiots put meth,pcp,dxm on it. it totally changes the experience and the risk increases .my friends and me took these green pills and we started dancing and stuff 45 minutes later he passes out next to me and i had to play rave doctor...of course we also did coke that day lol

 

Damn dude..
that sounds like the craziest night but hella fun.
How do you feel now?
Like hella etarded still?? Sore???
Regret taking them??
If not where did u get these, and when will they be around seattle shitt.

 

ok. so the first week i took them, thro the week i had several nights of 'minimal nightmares". but nothin to horrific, didnt think to much about it.

now this week, i have had the most disturbing horrific nightmares of my entire life.
i would usually have one or two nightmares a year. last night was the most intense worst set of nightmares i have ever had.

you know how you have that extra terrifying feeling just before you wake up, well i had that over and over and over WITHOUT waking up, just repeating of the most terrifying shit and kept coming to that horrific climax where you would normally wake up. this just kept going and goin for hours. i fininaly woke up and was drenched in sweat and was soo scared i had to have all the blankets on me i was so scared didnt care i was so hot. i was so scared i didnt think id be able to sleep again that night.
everytime i would get even close to drifting off, i would allready start having nightmares while i was awake. screams and all sorts of shit. when i did go to sleep it all just happened again.
last night was the worst, but they have been getting more intense and fucked up everynight.

some of the nightmares might not seem so scary to tell, but that intense , intense feeling was there. alot of them involved me being insane. insane exactly the way i was when i took these pills. i was having conversations with say 5 people and suddenly only 2 people where there. alot of things about me being crazy, looking around scared at the walls, such strange things. girl was being covered with plastic wrap over her face. my car was in park and brake was on. the car kept 'grunting' forward over this girl. each dream was scary the whole way thro, but alot of the shit i dont remember now, if i wrote it down last night i would be able to remember shit loadss.

fuck this. i would never touch a dissociative again.

anyone had experience with dissociatives and nightmares, and how long they take to go away. prob only a few more days iv guessing. a week maybe..
the pills arent worth it for the nightmares alone.
not to mention feeling very strange in this world.
was at work, and looking around things seem so surreal. my boss was talking to me, and im just looking at him and have no idea what he's talking about. people are talking to each other and i just have no idea what the conversation is about.
i was at work doing my shit, and just zoned out so far or somthing that suddenly i remember that i was at work. just alot of weird shit.
as well as being scared at night now. just by being in the dark. looking around the room shit moves a little in a scary way. i know dissociatives do that. im not complaining tho. just listing the aftereffects. they will go away before to long.

 

or fuck the pills you popped. good e is the best experience in the world. fuck trippin out.