Austin passed.. =(

Its going to take some time to get over, and will likely have you thinking about life in a different way after going over this for while.

Sorry that you lost a friend

 

i miss him so much. he was my best guy friend. i could talk to him about anything. i donno who i'm going to talk to now. we all loved him so much. he was incredible. he always used to make fun of my feet, and i always used to bum cigarettes off of him, he gave the best hugs in the entire world, he always threw the best parties, it was always great to hang out with him, even if we were just sitting around and doing nothing, we used to sneak off to smoke cigarettes, i got high with him on 420, his smile was the most incredible thing in the world, and his laugh, he was so funny. he always took off his shirt, or pulled it up and rubbed his nipple. he lived quite an exciting 15 years. he had a lot of fun. and anyone who hung out with him knew he was the guy to have a ton of fun with. i love him so much. and miss him like hell. we went to his wake yesterday and our buddy renee gave him a pack of camel menthols, those were the kind he always smoked. and our buddy natalie gave him a little bit of weed. it was great. it made me smile to see him with his cigarettes. it just doesn't feel real. i can't except that i'll never see him again or hang out with him ever again. he always used to get mad when people sat in his chair in his room. and any time someone layed on his bed, the sheet would come off and he's have to get up, cuss us out, and fix his bed, just to have us lay down and fuck it all up again. we've got a lot of good memories. we just have to remember all those good times. that's all we have left. i love you austin lee giacopelli. you've got it good now.