My names Matt and for some time now I've been wanting to share an issue I've been facing. About 2 years ago I was an Agnostic 17 year old. An old friend of mine invited me over to do hallucinagenic mushrooms with him. Of course I tripped for my first time but something else happened. I blacked out then remember talking to "the voice of god". He showed me my future, only if I chose his path. He told me the meaning of life and the secret of life. He warned me not to speak of the meaning, but like an idiot I tried to explain it to him. My mouth felt as though it had filled with sand. I heard him (her?) explain calmly that it was not expected of me to hold the meaning but he let me keep the secret. All I remember about the Meaning is that it's a perfect plan and no one will ever figure it out. Thats what I repeated in my head of course. I was told to spread good will in his name, and to grow in mind, body and spirit. I have the ability to see colors around the heads and shoulders of people if I focus my sight in a certain way. My grandfather was able to astrally project himself on command and through an experience my mother had, so could she. Im asking for help to grow in Spirit, Im ready for the next step. I've been working out for a while and hopefully I grow well. My mind is open and exposed to both the beauty and ugly in the world. I have not claimed a religion because I'm not sure if it's christianity or buddhism. If any of you can teach me how to Project or anything I could do to learn more please let me know.
no one wants to reply. I figured you'd all think I was crazy, but it seemed worth it. Sorry if no one believes my story but Im stickin to it. If anyone DOES have advice AIM me at Lokithestoned (old screen name)
My first advice is: Be more patient. LOL Traffic is usually slow on this forum--you need to give it a few days. My second advice is: Observe how your beliefs shape your reality. You figured we would all think you're crazy, so you dismissed us before we could pop your bubble, and now you're off somewhere resenting us for being so skeptical. LOL I've had crazier stuff happen to me than what you experienced. Hang around here for long, and you'll see other crazy stuff, too. My third advice circles back to my first advice: Spiritual growth is a lifelong path, and you have a long, long journey ahead. The direction will come in its time. Keep your eyes and ears open, pay attention to what's going on in your own head, and watch for correspondences between the inner and the outer. I might have some more advice if you ever come back here. LOL
I actually just recently astral projected for the first time. You have to be in the meditative state. Have you reached that state yet? The way I meditate is by sitting indian style, slowing my breathing and making them very deep. Then start praying. Not out loud, but in your mind. Be specific and pray for everything. After you have done this long enough, it's like you reach the state while you're praying. Then have to focus on visualizing yourself leaving your body, and if you do it right, you will forget about your physical body and travel with your astral body. You came into this world with all the answers. You have to look inward to find the answers. I'm doing the same thing you are. 2012.
Yeah, I figured your curiosity would win out. I've never astral projected--not really heavily motivated to do that so far, but The Guardian seems to have very good advice. And while we're talking about meditation, it's very good to meditate frequently, not only for projection, but because (1) everything that's in the universe is in your mind, if you go deep enough, (2) you need to catch the nuances of your rapid and sometimes subconscious stream of thoughts in order to see correspondences with events "outside" yourself--and to become aware of the things that are not "you" (although in the final analysis, everything is "you"), and (3) deep meditative states increase your awareness and psychic abilities. Some more advice: Laugh. Being human is one of the biggest jokes in the universe.
