Ok so basically I did a lot of dosing in July, like 20+ doses, between 20-30. I binged drank for 3 weeks in August. Start of September (and school), I felt super fucked up for an extended period of time, like I just dosed up but I wasnt tripping yet. Felt like I was not with reality. Now it's October 10th, after going through hell and back with this feeling of tripping while I was completely sober, I'm 80% better than September 1st. I rarely feel tripped out and when I do it's very slight and I know it's fading with each day. I have 42 days left of this agreement that I signed, basically saying they could randomly drug test me (Got arrested, long story). Anyways, in September, I thought I would never be able to smoke weed again, just because of how fucked up I felt, I thought it would make my situation a lot worse. I feel really good now, and I know that in 42 days I will feel a whole lot better, maybe even 100% again. I know I'm gonna want to smoke weed when I get off this agreement, it's been 4 and a half months since I've puffed a bowl. However I have this paranoia that when I smoke weed again, all of a sudden I'll be back to how I felt at the begining of September, maybe even worse. I'm never going to do psychadelics again, I learned all I've had to learn from them. Do you guys think smoking weed, even if I feel great mentally, will bring me back to that feeling of being tripped out frequently? -Zencer
i think that when you smoke weed it will be alot differnt to how you remember it. it will be alot trippier. and it may leave you feeling tripped out for a few days, and you may find you dont like weed anymore. i dont like weed anymore for that reason. weed kinda messes with your thoughts and kinda removes you from reality a bit. takes a bit of who you are away, at least for me. and when it lasts for days, and you feel depressed from it n stuff its not worth it. differnt for everyone but. so i dont know.
you are 17 and you figure that you have learned all you can from psychedelic drugs...lol you probably should have waited until you were older and you should have done more research. you have abused yourself and the drug and you are supposed to learn a lesson here - instead you attempt to blame the drug instead of your own mistakes. i guess that in a way you are probably right. your current out look seems very bleak and if you were to try it again it would be much like you imagine and you probably wouldnt learn too much. but that is your fault. the point i am trying to make is that maybe LSD is not for you. there is no way in hell that you got all that you could from psychedelic drugs. you did too much in a short time and it is very unlikely that you were in a good set and setting at the time. in this day and age it is very difficult for new trippers - usually they have to learn the hard way by tripping in and around a bad set and setting until they realize how to better their experience. even when you think that you are in a good set and setting you are not.(if you did not have a wonderful time during and AFTER your trip or trips then you were not in a good set and setting) the reason why i speak up is because A: you dont know what you are missing and B: you will be unable to respect and appreciate those who can somehow have something to learn from psychedelic drugs even after years and years of use. i mean how in the hell can you learn all there is to learn in one summer and i am still learning 10 years later. you must be so much smarter then i am. that is the problem - that you are foolish enough to think that you have something as mysterious as LSD and reality all figured out by the age of 17. by the sounds of it i think it might be best for you to stay away from weed and drink lots alcohol like the government wants you to. go on - make mommy and daddy proud!...lol
I do realize that I abused it, and I made a mistake. I didn't respect the drug and I fucked up. Now that I think about it, there's no way in hell I learned anything much about psychadelics, but I basically just learned what not to do with them. There may be a day when I finally am able to trip again and start over, but who knows. I'm just wondering if smoking weed will be dangerous.
whats the worst that could happen? i think you should try - not like it will make matters worse if you dont feel good for a couple of hours. hopefully all is good but if you do start to feel funny remember to relax and breath. you are not in danger of any permanent damage so dont worry.
acid.... if you try to use the the acid the acid will end up using you, that being said.... I dont know.... 20 to 30 aint that much, you're just feeling a twinge of the HPPD.
I just wish there is more people like 3xi, always saying the truth, even if it is painfull, but doing that in such a manner that even isulted you realize that you are wrong! Well done man! (not just for this post, for all of your posts)
yeah dude for real ive tripped so many times for a few years now and i havent even scratched the surface of LSD. 30 doses is nothing. You cant ever stop learning from LSD because you never learn anything anyway. It shows you things that were already in your head that you otherwise wouldnt dwell upon without the drug. Therefor, since your constantly thinking and learning while your not tripping, you can never stop "learning" new things from the drug if you trip occasionally. Your brain is constantly refreshing itself with new memory.
i have learned lots from my experiences with LSD. there is much i would not have learned had it not been for LSD. or maybe i would have learned but it would have taken a lot longer.
Out of all of the drugs I have experienced, acid is by far my favorite. I had never felt so open, so beautiful, so alive until I experienced it. Every now and then when I wander off in my mind, out of my peripheral's shit around me starts slightly moving, nothing intense but it makes me smile. Respect the drug, feel good about the drug, and it will do the same. And for the weed thing, don't worry about it man. It won't harm you, just don't think negativley about it and it will all be good......just relax and chill
Thank you 3xi for being so honest. Don't think that learning ever stops. And as I always say if you belive you are not ready yet don't do it until you feel ready for it.
