dxm and going blind temporarily. waking up not knowing who i was. im pretty sure that all you trippers know tht awful feeling when ur just lyring down waiting for a trip to end fuckin freaking out, i hate that feeling. never doing dxm again, its such an awful drug.
It all depends from you. What makes you feel comfortable and what not. And how you accept new things coming to your life. Never had a bad trip all of them had a point and taught me something new. After every trip I was never same again.
salvia. i didn't want to smoke salvia, but i guess it resinated in my pipe. i was already not in a fantastic mood, but not sadistic or anything, just kind of "blah". then i felt the salvia come up and couldn't do anything but try to wait it out, but it just wouldn't end. and everything became completely meaningless carbon matter, everything seemed like just utter bullshit and a waste of energy. and it wouldn't end. i wanted to kill myself. really. i went upstairs to tell my mom i was having a panic attack (i have panic attacks sometimes, it's a thing i've had all my life, not because of drugs. but i hadn't had one in a year at least), and she was watching tv. we only get 3 channels out here. one was a show on hitler, one was about a kid that shot and killed another kid, and the other kept replaying someone getting run over by a car to circus music. my mom didn't understand why that was making me freak out, and started getting angry at me. i ended up throwing a huge fit, and cussing and crying and wanting to just die so badly. i had to take a xanax and five melatonin to knock myself out...
ive tripped more than 30 times and never had a bad experience. sometimes its been too intense but not bad
I wouldn't call it "bad" or anything, but I did Benadryl the other day while not originally intending to. It was rather fucking intense but it wasn't the terrible experience that people keep saying it is...
the first time I ever tripped anything ever was acid at a concert at a venue where a co-worker of mine happened to work part time. I had just worked like shift with him at the pool during the afternoon. So, of course, when the acid hit me and I saw the beauty of life and the trance music the Disco Biscuits I went up to him and with pupils the size of silver dollars I rambled on about how it was ridiculous for him to hate on jam bands, tried to explain that life was amazing, and how it was silly that he drank but thought smoking and psychedelics were stupid. He happened to be my manager for the summer. so, it wasn't the worst experience, but I did subject myself to the rest of the summer being teased and taunted about tripping and drugs in general
Shrooms. I took them around 11:00 pm and I had class the next day. Around about 2 hours before I usually leave, I tried sleeping and I kept seeing these distorted bodies and hunks of flesh, rotting in my eye lids. After that, I retreated to a postion where i hugged my knees and startes biting one of them (i forget which one) until they bled.
Ego loss on mushrooms... same place a bit later, on LSD and 6 heavys roll in, lights flashing guns out, because some girl tripped out and called the cops.
Alot of weed and a huge bowl of 25x salvia. I found infinity. I curled up and cried it was so beautiful. Never a really bad experience apart from on weed when I felt like I was swallowing pieces of my cut up brain. - Not as bad as it sounds. I knew it wasn't real, it was just uncomfortable.
Probably this time in Orillia, a small sketchy town not far from Barrie, me and my now ex boyfriend Jason were at a show and a few of us decided to do some acid and something else, i don't remember what it was, maybe x... Me and Jason got bored and decided to leave and we went out the back door that looks the same as the front side so we just went the way that would have landed us at a friends house but instead landed us lost in probably the worst part of the already very shitty town. Everything was sending bad vibes bouncing everywhere and I was having short but strong panic attacks every ten seconds, everything was moving fast we couldn't move everything was grabbing our legs holding them back. The whole experience was like a convulsion on many different levels. the wind was thrashing violently strange people yelling everywhere, my heart beating so heavy it hurt everything so bright i couldn't open my eyes or mouth to even breathe... it was a couple years ago so some facts might have changed but thats the basic, we ended up going on the subway, and holding on to each other for our lives, a friend of ours picked us up and said we were crying breathing weird holding eachother and shaking like mad for two days. I think we puked a bunch on the subway and at her house when we got there.