What's bugging you? If nothing is bugging you then what's going on in your life? I don't really have anything bugging me I just have so much just happening right now, it kind of just creeped up on me. Today I had a clinical exam, Friday I have a math, italian exam and social psychology Monday; then I drive to Cincinnati to get the boyfriend and then we head to Michigan for him to meet my parents. I am nervous as all hell because they know he asked me to live with him over Christmas break, my grandma asked me when we are getting engaged... things are kinda happening quickly. Next weekend we fly to Tybee to meet his family, I will be meeting his dad for the first time. GAH! I have been freaking out and kinda acting like bitch girlfriend and he has been kind to me. I started research on Monday, I don't want to apply for grad schools, I am doing really well in class this quarter, all B's. If I hear absolutely anything more about "ooooh Emily you look so skinny" I might shoot someone, yes I know 45lbs, back off and leave me alone. Why am I complaining about good things? I guess I'm not... I just wanted it out, to have a nice big fat narcissistic moment. I have, now I feel better. You should all do the same.
I got an A on my first poli sci quiz which I thought I was gonna bomb, I just made and ate a killer breakfast burrito, then I let my polydactyl cat eat out of the palm of my hand which had me giggling, and now I have my 50 pound lab/pit/ border collie mix sitting on my lap. I'm feeling good today.
My best friend/fuck buddy of 9 months pretty much dumped me, and found a new girl. We're not speaking for a few weeks because of some events the went down last night, and now I'm depressed. I have a hard time making friends as it is, and now I have no one. He was pretty much my only friend. Although, there is a good side to all this. I was spending so much time with him that I completely ignored myself and all the things I need to do. I'm going to use this time to better myself and make more friends. I'm going to the college tonight to sign up for my last GED test. I'm going to pick up my check from work tomorrow and I'm going to take my sister to see Across The Universe since she's a Beatles fanatic. I'm going to spend as much time with my sister as possible, and be good to her. She's 13 and needs a role model so I'm going to do my best to fill that role.
I am having a WONDERFUL romance with sweet Muddie , she is the best thing that ever happened to me besides my babies and grandbabies....she is bright and funny and everything good....and I dont want my heart back !!
I lost my fuckin' flash drive so I have to start over on my Shakespeare OED project. I'm so pissed! All of my research papers are due on the same fucking day, and I have two lesson plans due. I'm about to hurt someone. Oh and on top of that I've gained weight. WTF? I was doing so good, and now I feel like a heifer.
nothing is bugging me - well, nothing i will share on the forums anyway everythign else is going good thoug i sleep, get up, eat, class, eat, class, eat, eat,gym, swim, eat, eat, sleep - thats roughly how my day goes
I looked through my old journal today and realized my dickhead ex.. wrote in it.. he made comments about things I wrote.. what an ass!!
oh yea...i do have something to bitch about my fucking room temperature....its balls hot in here. even with the windows open, a fan going and the damn fucking door open. were right above the boiler room, so it just radiates heat up here. fuck!!!!!
Okay, I seriously need this thread, thank you... -Stress from my sweet sweet grandmother's death two days ago -Not passionate about my course -Need lovin -Need Adventure -Want more people like me around me -Paycheck from work bounced
I hate probalbility.....hate it hate it hate it I did really well on my last test on statistics, but I aint getting this prob shit and I bombed my astronomy test that i studied my ass off for. i just studied for the wrong questions. I mean, can you give me the formula that shows how an electron particle can also be a wave????? on a brighter note, I quit my job (yay!!), my friend and I are planning on starting our own thing that features homemade clothing and our artwork (farmers markets, here we come!) Life is good......(sometimes!)....but when she's good, she's great
My head is throbbing, I'm broke, I can't wait for Kevin to move in with me, my niece wants to move back to NYC with her mother, and I have a "wandering eye" that is going to get me in trouble.
