Yeah, lately im getting a big feeling my life is completely on the wrong track! i hate my job more than i hate most things in the world, my car keeps getting more and more fucked up, and my life has become this now... wake up at 6,, go to work at 7....hate the management, how they kept telling you your not dispositioning correctly when they found out today that its the computer problem, im NOT BAD AT MYJOB. and think of how many people you want to push in the face because you would EASILY trade picking litter off the side of the road with a stick than your job, and start thinking of how you just want to die,.. then.. get off work at 3:45.....then pick up your 2 yr old that youve missed all day, look at how he has gotton so many many bites on him from some bugs at the house, most likely fleas? who knows? usually the day continues with running stupid errands that are a pain in the ass, then finally getting home, where with my anxiety disorders, ive felt completely overwhelmed, and usually have been vomiting, just want to be alone and be to myself for a while, and so me and my son doesnt take much time to see eachother very much, and its almost bedtime anyways for him. Then alot of the time, me and my husband have some arguements because i *dont know if he is too* unhappy. what do we do???? i dont have a liscense, his car is broke, so we have one car, and our job isnt paying shit, and we live in a small ass town where there arent very many great jobs out there. move???? well, his daughter lives here too, at her moms house, and visits every other weekend. i want to chang my life around!!!! so bad, i hate it!
Just remember that life is always changing and it doesnt always stay one way and take it one step at a time. We can always make things better, just dont focus on ALL that is wrong, start with little things, they really make a difference.
isn't there a slightly larger town nearby where you could get better jobs and he could still visit his other kid? Deviate is right
I am not familiar with Springfield, but it seems to crucial to get somewhere that has at least some choice of jobs and room to advance in something you can tolerate...sounds like you are stuck in soul sucking jobs that have no upside and if you want to have a better life for you and your kid you have to go elsewhere
you are so righti am totaly stuck in this whole, springfield has so many many jobs, but i guess we would have to work at our shitty job for a while to afford first and last months rent. and moving expences, btw, springfield is an hour away/
what do you do when you hate your life? make a change right?? but how do you know what changes to make???
can your husband get a second job so you can stay home with your child and go to school? Or maybe you could both go to school part-time.
Your life is like a field of corn. But each year it produces the same boring strands of corn. Burn your corn and completely severe the crop from the sun, so that it ends its reign over your life. Go into the next field and plant something completely different. When you get to this point again, do what you did to the first field when you get the same old boringness. When all goodness has been lost in your crop. Life is about start and end and start. I think a good holiday should give you an idea as to what you want to plant in your new field. And whats more, you can choose the size of the field.
