Last time I did acid was end of july. Prob did 15-20 doses in the whole month of July, maybe a little into August. Anyways, I havent done acid since or any other drugs. About a month ago, after drinking A LOT (every night), my brain seemed to be really disoriented. It has really died down and It's continuing to die down, from what I can see. But the thing I'm feeling is, I'll wake up in the morning, feel fine for a couple hours, then at school, at a completely random time, I'll feel extremely tripped out and just not myself. Before it would give me anxiety, but now I just go with it and it passes. When it is over, I feel almost completely normal. Does this happen to any of you guys? My theory was that, because I did a heavy amount of acid in such a short time, it is taking longer for the after effects to pass, and they are stronger than normal after effects from, for instance, dosing a few times a month. Some input on this would be great. Thanks guys.
I believe that it's not a big deal. I dosed literally 3-4 times more than you in that duration and....I feel different but...just go with it...appreciate it if you can. I still see letters in the grass,trees, and in woodgrain...really about anything if i try to concentrate and think about it. I use it to inspire my ambitions, rather than hinder. Every time that I smoke a cigarette after I havent for a long while and I actually find a nicotine buzz...i trip out for a little bit. When i smoke pot it makes me trip hard still eventhough i haven't dosed in a good while in my eyes. It's just something you will have to appreciate. if you have all the visual alterations like me...look deeper into them...kills boredom...my concentration time on art has increased like 300 fold since my summer filling my head with acid
Yah man, I've for sure been using it in a positive way. But I'm just wondering if it will ever slowly fade away.
well I have probation for 2 more months, stayin completely clean for 2 months, no drinking or anything think it'll subside by then?
It really is a subject that can't be quantified past just the "time" factor. all our bodies and minds are different so we process and consume things differently internally. not drastically different, but different all the same.
Why would you ever want it to fade? I'm always loving the way I can get high, even from deep breathing. I don't even need drugs anymore, but I love the boost in awareness that they can give. It's fun to get higher. Fuck what anyone says about it, if you like it and it's good, then it's healthy. But you need to have some self awareness to see if drugs are hurting your life. For me, they are an entirely benevolent entity, drugs just go with good times with me. I haven't had a bad experience on anything man. I feel like you could give me DMT, anything, and I could just be in heaven. I flow with it man, I don't hold on to nothing, I just trip and ride all the beauty, ugliness, all the imperfections. It's all beautiful and fun to me.
Well because theres times when you dont wanna be tripping out like when your driving, at work, school, etc.