Man, I was thinking about the whole concept of being pregnat is just crazy. How much your body changes to accomadate for the little life that's just moving around, kicking, swimming. It's almost too overwhelming to think about. It's also kinda creepy to think that there's an actual person living in a person. Sometimes it makes me think of the movie where that thing just pops out her tummy. haha
Yeah, I agree that it is pretty crazy. A couple weeks ago I kept tripping out on the thought that I am physically, literally made from pieces of my mom and dad.
it freaked me out that as the baby grows, its re positioning my organs, that really freaked me out!!! but having that little guy moving around in your tummy is the most incredible feeling in your entire life. you become one with your baby, its really very cool
You know what's weird, when your husband watches you get a C section and sees your intestines all piled on top of you and still wants to have sex with you 2 weeks (or earlier) later!
The person inside a person like Russian dolls thing freaks me out...lots I know its a miracle and beatiful and lovely and all those things and stuff... But i cant get over the weirdness Like a crap Stephen King novel with aliens bursting out of tummies, or parasites LOL sorry thats harsh. But you know what i mean Guess it must be magic though all the same! (Well, obviously) Sometimes i find it hard enough to believe i have a body myself, and its a struggle coping with my body. A body inside a body, i imagine, is twice the strangeness
And sometimes i think too, if each person has a soul, then the soul must enter somehow...and the womans body is like...a portal from wherever souls come from and this physical Earth here now...and thats weird and wonderful too! Unless its like a different method. But its still kinda like that. Ill shut up now
:lol: ewww, you know he actually wasn't too crazy about it,,,, I know he doesnt like to talk about it... lol but men will def try to rip your newly sewn stitches after childbirn in no time. No time at all. My nurse told him to back off leave me alone already!
Im actually very scared about having babies, ahh the pain, But its such a happy thought also... but It also scares me that Ill have this tiny person to take care of and ahh.. see Im scared already. When I was with my boyfriend and I tried changing his baby's diapers... it would be a total failure, I would have to wake up him up and say "Jack doesnt let me change his diaper"... that was just depressing. Because I really wanted to do it, not that I have a diaper fetiche or anything like that, but to feel like I was helping and I was able to do these kind of things, apparently Im not.
Yea, what's with that anyway? I think I'd be too scared to go at it when I know it's LITTERALLY broken. haha