My family is up the wall. They get me SO angry and i lose my mind every time they annoy me alittle. Im trying to stop it though...my sister puts me down, i talk about how i might have kids someday and shes always sayin that i would be a bad mom, this isnt just my sister, my WHOLE family says it. and damn it puts me to a low. Im depressed but i cant tell them, all they say is "youll get over it" what they said the last 2 times i told them. My family doesnt believe in saddness, they think theyre all happy on life, no one does nothing bad, well news flash....i smoke weed and my cousin chews... theyll KILL us if we said that to them. im so sick of it, i wanna get away and get responsible SOON! I know im young but i dont want to be a 30 yr old just NOW getting my degree or moving out at 25. I like the pressure and responsibility, keeps me busy. a month after i turn 18, im going to NY to see a good friend of mine and to get a tattoo, we get along GREAT. im going to be there for a week and 3 days. but im thinking of not returning. I would with all my heart but id still have 2 months of my senior year left but i dont want to be here, this isnt me. im stuck here BORED and i try applying for jobs but no ones hiring. small town. I dont know if i should just sttay with my friend or return here to finish my senior year, but then what?? tell my parents im going back to NY to live there? theyll NEVER let me leave. >_<
Go back and finish up your senior year, you can deal with two months. As for stopping you from leaving, that would be against the law once you are 18. There is no way they could stop you.
Sometimes ppl (even parents) say stuff they don't mean to sound the way it comes out. Or, sometimes they do. If your motto is correct (still lawless) then maybe at the present time, you won't make a good parent. They might be just trying to waken you up.
