...begins now. im eating a peanut butter sandwhich with a little more than a half eigth in it, first time to mushrooms, but not to tripping. the texture is gross. i suppose i might update this a bit later...when im feeling more colorful
It was intense, I took a bit more than I originally planned to, because I thought the dealer had ripped me off. I bought a quarter, and thought I got a little less, so I ate around half of it. So I ended up taking an around an eighth, I believe. The come-up was awesome. I laid in bed and listened to music, watched things change color and thought about how beautiful life was and how much I loved everyone in my life. The peak was fucking intense, I tried to use my cell phone and didn't recognize many of the names in the address book. The letters were growing bigger and smaller and the cell phone looked out of perportion. I called a close friend who happened to have gone to a party that got busted, and who was still drunk, and all she said was "All your friends got arrested!" and hung up. It freaked me out, I got tangled in my huge blanket, and knocked my computer over, making the music go away. For some reason I didn't want to get off my bed so the lack of music kind of freaked me out for a while. I sat tangled in my blanket and couldn't see straight because everything was moving around so much. I called another friend who was much more understanding and she sat and talked to me for a while, calmed me down, told me to go pee and turn the music back on. That helped alot and after that I enjoyed it alot more. After that I remember watching my christmas lights turn into tree branches and watching them grow all over the wall. My lamp looked cartoon-ish, and my room kept growing and shrinking in size. I've got a big tye dye tapestry and I would look at it, close my eyes, and when I opened them the tapestry would be different colors. I've also got Salvador Dali prints in my room, which were turning different colors and looked pretty cool. Overall, it was kind of intense for being alone. I would have taken less if I could do it again, but I'm doing them again next week with some friends (the rest of the quarter), which should be better. It was alot more intense then I expected. I've done acid a couple of times and I figured that would be more intense, but it definitely wasn't. mushrooms took me by surprise. It was a good surprise though. I wouldn't say it was a bad experience. Sort of neutral, a learning experience.