Planning a breakthrough. Advice?

I've done Salvia many times before in pre-psychedelic doses. Doses where I just laugh a shitload and can't walk or talk properly. A couple nights ago however, I went a bit further (I've always wanted to break through but it just never happens...)

I took a decent sized hit, held it in and exhaled. I realized nothing different happening than normally with my eyes opened, so I sat back and closed them. Slowly but surely I began to see what looked like giant wheels rolling slowly toward me. (At this point I still knew I was on Salvia) When the wheels reached me and rolled overtop of me, I kind of melded into it and began rolling with it. (At this point I was going in and out of knowing where I was and what I was on. Kind of like slipping in and out of a dream) When I reached the top of the rotation and started going down, I was grabbed and craddled by arms that kept me circling in the same motion as the wheel. (I heard my friends say my name concerndly. I didn't respond.) I remember thinking some of the craziest things, which I can't recall. And my thoughts being very loud in my head, if that makes any sense.

While I was rotating as the wheel, and in the arms, it actually physically felt like I was falling end over, or at least laying flat. However, I knew I was just sitting on my couch. I found this very amusing, kind of like lucid dreaming.

Anyway, I know I barely scratched the surface of what salvia has to offer me. Mostly because of the fact that I knew where I was most of the time. And the hallucinations were very vague and undefined, like everything was made with only a few colors. (mostly orange).

My question to you is, how can Ifinally break through? Is there a certain tecnique that I'm missing, because it felt like I took a massive hit last time (20X). And also, what can I expect on the other side? I'm a daily pot smoker, I've used mushrooms countless times and LSD twice (Just discovered this AMAAAAZING drug a couple months ago but that's a whooole other story ) as well as a host of other drugs that don't mean anything here.

I'm prepared for fear, I'm prepared for panic and I'm prepared to live inside the confides of the empty void that would be my mind. Or maybe I'm not, but I am prepared to find out.

Any comments would be greatly appreciated.


Peace and Trips

 

From that being said, it sounds to me like you are ready. Before my first breakthrough i was nervous, and prepared for the anything that was about to happen, and it payed off, because when i was broken though, i could tell that i was ready for it, and that there was no longer anything to fear.

Youy first true breakthrough turns the world inside out. good luck!

 

Hell yeah man! When you close your eyes it allows the mind to slip away. So next time. Smoke a bit more than usual and after exhaling close you eyes right away. The further you slip away the better.